Hard work and enthusiasm brings success! How true is this sentence to you? I’m being random I know, but I was chatting about something similar with someone. I think I love meeting new people, and talking about live experience.

I’m feeling super tired. Tired of all the chores. Tired of fighting this alone. Tired of all these thrash. Ignore my grumbles.

This afternoon, I was over the moon. I had a ride in a sports car!! No words can describe how happy I felt. My smile was plastered over my face. The guy from the studio was super nice to drive me out to the MRT station. It was such a nice ride (= At least, it kept me smiling for a few hours.

Great grandpa was feeling better today, even though I didn’t get to talk to him. He laid in bed, fidgeting, trying to get some sleep. Looking at him, I thought of my dear Grandpa. He was showered with so much love then. 太公，我们都爱你，所以我们所做的一切都是希望你好。我知道你想太嬷，但你要健健康康，好好地过。

~爱上你。

Today, I had another crazy day. I was clearing some SMS and I realised I have not replied 1 SMS. It reads 'Lol.. Cos I very lazy to reply ;p'. Wonderful. I really don't know how to reply.

Feeling rather tired at this moment, but I don't know why I had the idea of looking through my past emails to clear my inbox.

I found emails that are long forgotten. Reading some of the emails bring new insights into my life.

It must be results from some quiz I took. Quoting from the email:

How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to find points of similarity and agreement rather than emphasizing the differences. You often avoid taking an extreme or one-sided stance on anything. You have a strong desire for harmonious and pleasant relationships, and express a spirit of cooperation, compromise, friendship, and fairness. You very much want to be liked and because of your need for approval and acceptance, you are easily influenced by others' opinions, especially when young. You so much want to please that often you will suppress your own intense or unpleasant feelings in order not to offend others. Sometimes your politeness is interpreted as phoniness or wishy-washiness.

The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.

I think it describes me well.

~We're hiding in a safer place.

My headache hasn’t gone away. It’s a terrible feeling to have a few pressure points on my head in pain, or just plain tension up there. Morning was late for event and stomach wasn’t well. Before the MRT reaches the stop, my stomach has been rolling and goosebumps appeared. I needed the toilet urgently. Once I alighted, toilet was the first place I headed to. Initially, I thought I couldn’t make it in time. Luckily, no mess.

After a day of physical work, I wanted to have dinner with my wonderful friends but my head, stomach and throat don’t well ok. I ended up taking the lorry back to West with Boss to unload cardboards, pump petrol and other errands. We had a mini HTHT, but I think I was the one talking. It dawned onto me that maybe I should have the courage to face this.

Mama made me a bowl of yummy noodles and egg. I also had tibits from my mortal as desserts (=

~我们的倔强。

I’m having a splitting headache at the moment. It’s just the sudden urge to blog.

I was on my way to the printing company this morning. Having a rough day yesterday, I guessed I didn’t have quality sleep. I recalled I was feeling lethargic on my journey out to the studios.

Today was on the MRT as usual. A guy boarded at the same station and sat the seat beside me when the whole carriage was rather empty. I didn’t take much notice until after a while, I felt a familiar feeling. It felt as if the person beside was someone I knew from the past. I took a quick glance and saw familiar strong arms, iphone, and watch. I tried to stop looking because it will really be awkward if this person beside is really not my friend, and realized I’m totally scanning him from head to toes. Slowly, I dozed off after staring into space for some time. When I woke up, the train was in the tunnel, staring blankly in front of me was the reflection of the people sitting in my row. That guy beside was looking at me. I quickly looked away. He was wearing a grey Transformer t-shirt. Now, I’m seriously getting worried. My heart skipped a beat and I can hardly breathe. I checked my handphone. No SMS. I dread to accept the fact that I believed that there exist the possibility of the coincidence. Then suddenly, he stood up and walked to the door. He stood there for 2 stops before alighting. I didn’t even had the courage to take a proper look of his face. Hello there. I don’t know what was I thinking.

~Appreciated like no other.

Yesterday was another one of my lousy days. Things don't go well, and it's just weird that once in awhile, they would somehow gather together and happen on the same day. I knew what I had to do, I knew that walking away in a sulk will solve no problem and made things worse. But not everyone around me understand what I'm going through. No simple words of encouragement, nods of understanding, expression of empathy. Suddenly, I realised I might be in this all alone. From the start.

I described life is a journey taking MRTs. We all had different aspirations, diverse goals in mind. From time to time, we would need to change trains. Sometimes, the carriage you are in gets so packed that you felt uneasy, especially if you’re standing in an awkward position. At times, when you’re lucky, there were fewer people, and you managed to catch a breather, or rest your tired soles from the discomfort of the journey. Even though people in the same train as you might be heading the same direction as you, they might not share the same motivation. Those people could be true buddies, strangers, or just people you called ‘friends’.

Today as I am typing this, I shed tears of disappointment and contentment. It might be disappointment in the people around me, or in myself for feeling this way. Contented with what I was given and am fully aware I would cherish this. Still holding on to that faith in everything.

~I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me.

Today has been a typical day at school. Japanese lessons are getting more and more complicated. I think I need to spend some time to revise and catch up soon. Korean lessons are not any better too. This is also the period to ponder over which module to exercise my precious SU option on.

Lunch wasn't appetising. I'm not sure why but I've no appetite today. I had my eyesight checked during lunch break. Surprisely, the optician said I had healthy cornea. Okies.

Recently, I've been watching this local production '拍卖'. I think it's a nice show. I often have new insights after watching. The whole storyline is somewhat different from the conventional local dramas. Like 'Smile while waiting so Lady Luck would smile on you.'. Of course I have reservations about the credibility of this statement but I think I just have to keep believing. There are many moments in life one has to go through alone. I trust each one of you had lots of waiting moments before. Be it waiting for the bus, waiting for the release of examination results, or waiting for the right one. There are times which we felt totally helpless and lost sight of what are we waiting for, and the purpose of the wait. There are even occasions when we felt desponent, and on the verge of giving up. This sentence serves as an encouragement to all those who are waiting. But, I would like to add on that we should evaluate if it's worth the wait.

'I'm busy. I'm really busy.' has been used as an excuse way too casually and often abused. Are you guilty of that too? I felt slightly offended when my friends said that to me. It just shows how high am I on their priority list. I hope to be the reason you are busy with too. I should not make a sweeping statement here. Some of us are really busy, but it shows a lot when you take the initiative to catch up with the lost time when you are done with your stuff. How many of us would truely understand this?

It's getting late. Time for beauty sleep.

~试图去弥补破碎的缝隙

10 minutes to 23 years old. I'm wondering what have I been doing on this world for the past 23 years.

Right now, I'm not feeling very happy. Somebody actually prefer playing her facebook games to helping me find food. So, now I decided to starve no matter how noisy my stomach is grumbling now )=

This year for some reasons, I've been receiving early birthday wishes, which are super weird. It's not even my birthday yet. Come on, people!

Argh! I'm still doing my Korean penmanship. What do I want for this new year?

~Raise your glass.

It's weird to blog now, especially with the amount of tasks piling up on my To-do-lists. But there're numerous thoughts that's racing through my mind now. And I think it's time to put it down in words before it became just random thoughts of minna.

4 years of university life is ending in a few months. It's March now. Less than 1 month to submission of my Final Year Project (FYP). The stress is finally kicking in. I had a night dreaming of FYP tabulation of results and stuff after supper with zc. It's abit scary that my brain is working through the night, sieving out potential errors in my work. True enough, I checked my tables the next day, and I found mistakes. I would like to thank my groupmates for being so understanding. I've been a bit detached for the past few months due to my committments. I promised them I would be back on track after February.

Next up that most people would be interested to know from a graduating student would be the chosen career path. Embarking on a new, unknown journey seemed a little overwhelming to me. Being the eldest in the family, I think I was looked upon by my little sisters in the past for choices made, such as what schools I enroll, what modules I'm taking. After graduation, my parents would more or less fulfilled their duties. At this moment, I felt grateful for everything, for my parents. I know life wasn't easy. I don't have the priviledge of being born with a silver spoon in mouth. I understand how difficult it is to support a family financially and emotionally. 爸爸妈妈, 谢谢! 你们辛苦了. I don't have great dreams and aspirations like some of you possess. I just hope I would somehow land myself in something I would like to do, and have a steady stream of income to let my family live a life without worries.

Relatives and friends favourite question would be about lifelong companion. My view about this is 'let nature takes its course'. I've had my share of encounters. I'm not picky, as often described as others. But, maybe it's not time yet. I recalled E asked just weeks ago if I won't envy couples I saw on the streets. I can vaguely remember my answer was no. I guessed only elderly couples have the charm to make me smile. I thought of my great-grandparents. Their love was so touching that my tears are welling up as I typed this. I can vividly remember the scene when she lay unconscious on the hospital bed, he sat beside chanting prayers till his voice was hoarse. My great-grandfather was blind because of his diabetic condition, was also diagnosed with kidney problem, so he has a restricted liquid intake. They didn't meet each other like those depicted in love novels. No boy bump into girl in the streets on a rainy day, or boy secretly admired girl for eons and was her penpal. The marriage was arranged. I'm not trying to say arranged marriage is good, but it's the love between them despite not having the courtship which most of us treasured. This is love, truely.

Last night, a few of my friends sang me a birthday song with a slice of cake, lit with a pink candle. Even though I had a bit of alcohol, I can remember the happiness and warmth I felt. I'm not drunk. They were not my closest friends, frankly speaking. But, thank you for taking the effort. I appreciate it, really (=

I'm having stomachache now. Hope it'll go away tomorrow morning. I shall go back to my books now.

~我们总是这样错过幸福那一站.

It's exactly 12 hours before it's 2011 (at least when I started typing this entry). I know it's been ages since I last updated. Laziness always sets in after awhile. It's not a good habit to keep.

Yesterday was rather an 'eventful' day I would say. I went out with my family after lunch and witnessed a car accident happening before my very eyes while waiting for the traffic light to turn green at a junction. It was shocking. I recalled myself screaming when the car swerved up the other side of the road, onto the stationary vehicle, after which white fumes were seen coming from the front of the car. The car was trying to beat the flashing green arrow, by turning right at high speed, but lost control of the car and crashed right into the front wheel of the truck of the opposite lane waiting to move. It was fortunate that there're no casualty, and the vehicle which the car crashed into was a large vehicle. If not for this, the driver would sustain injuries due to the crash. The driver and the passenger of the car seemed traumatised and did not react immediately. The lorry driver kept waving to them to get out of the car. My dad drove and stopped over. He opened the car door and asked the man to switch up the engine and get out fast, for the fear of a possible fire harzard and the safety of the people. I know I have not practised my driving skills for quite awhile. Witnessing this just made me realised how dangerous can impatient driving caused, especially to innocent parties. Dear friends and family, drive responsibly. For everyone.


Then we dropped by the template after shopping for winterwear. My sister and I decided to ask for a lot. I didn't know how to go about doing it because it was my first time. It was a little chaotic because all of us wasn't very sure about the exact procedures. After the shaking process to get the stick which resembles a flat chopstick, we noted the number written on it and approached the lady at the counter. She helped us to get a piece of paper corresponding to our numbers from a series of drawers at the side of the room. I asked for career and luck for next year. She said it bodes well, especially for the 2nd half of the year. However, for my sister, it's not as good. So, she got herself an amulet and have to abstain from beef. I prayed for the safety for her since she's going to be away for 6 months. Please take care of yourself, dear sister.

New year resolutions are what people would often set before the new year begins. I think I would ponder about what I want to achieve over lunch and dinner. Life with a goal in mind helps a lot.

~寂寞寂寞就好

人生短短几十年，忙忙碌碌的生活是我们所向往的吗? It’s been a tough period for me, with assignments, reports, and tutorials piling up. Sometimes, I wondered if the things I’m studying would be applicable in my working life.

Human are strange creatures. They do things which they don’t really want to do. And they suppressed themselves from doing things which their mind or heart tells them to do.

Last week, I read through my friend’s blog, and I realized that I’m not as a diligent blogger as her. That’s the reason why my previous entry was like..long ago.

Now, I’ve so much in mind that it’s coming back in bits and pieces, making my entry so disorientated. I just watched a local drama serial, and witnessed how ugly human nature would become. Some people allowed their greed to overpower, resulting in strained family ties and broken friendships.

Another random update: I think I strained my left arm today. The pain felt was in a line down my left upper arm. I can’t recall what I did to cause this pain. I can’t really lift heavy things using my left arm now.

~ 我不信你.

Today I received an interesting sms early in the morning. It’s about how a friendship would end. I forwarded out to 17 people in total and 8 replied. It seemed like a test of friendship. Cheers to those who responded. First in line was Zen Cheang (= followed by Irene, Kai Siang, Junwen, Ching Kwek, Susan, Zhi Hui, Tuck Sin.

To add on, Louisa, Melissa and Kah Mun were added to the list today and this end up to a total of 11.

~有一些想念一直放在心里面.

My friend had been hinting that I’m neglecting my blog again. Today is the last day of the Chinese lunar 7th month. So, I accompanied my parents to the temple in the morning for prayers. It was raining heavily after we’re done with the usual burning of incense paper.

Before updating on the rest of my day, I’ve to move backwards in time to talk about the nightmare I had last night. I dreamt of a cat with pig nose. The sight of this totally shocked me and jolted me awake at 5 plus in the morning. I woke up and felt rather scared, wanted to sms somebody but a bit lost in deciding who to send my message to. So, I went back sleep without sending any message.

I injured my wrist today. I was opening the door of my room when my wrist got caught at the door knob as the door swing open. I was pulled along before I could free my hand. Ouch!
Tired is the word to describe how I feel now. I need a place to rest.

~要他能心电感应我的想法.

It’s a moody day for me. I’m feeling rather down now. I don’t really know the reason behind it. It might be due to the Taiwan drama serial just now. The male lead treated the female lead so badly, but the female lead swallowed the injustice she felt silently. Earlier on, he treated her so nicely because he felt guilty for being part of the misunderstanding caused. I felt confused for the female lead.

I woke up slightly later today to eat my breakfast. I’ve to wake up in the morning even though I don’t have school today, because I’ve to eat my antibiotics. Then I slacked awhile before lunch, and took a short nap after a light lunch. Tuition lesson was scheduled at 4pm.

My parents, sister and I went to Clark Quay to meet a friend of my dad from China. He’s an artist, and I heard from my dad that he had made a name for himself after years of painting. It’s rather amazing, because there were a few of his early works hung up in my house. Uncle Ming Ming came with his wife to Singapore, and had 肉骨茶 with us. There were the few common questions about what course are we majoring in. He also asked about the degree of our short-sightedness. He was suggesting a Lasik surgery so we would not have to hide our beautiful eyes behind the pair of thick lens. However, the thought of any knife or laser slicing through my cornea freaks me. Here comes to well-liked question by all relatives/friends of parents/uncles/aunties: Do you have a boyfriend? My father was saying that when we’ve reached a certain age, people will start asking certain questions. I totally agree with him. When we were slightly younger, homework or school results were the common topic.

It will be a long day for me tomorrow. Let me sigh, please. Sigh~

~M is for Magnum.

It was a bad night for me again. Coughs and mosquitoes joined the unbearable heat. This morning I woke up with a hoarse voice. The temperature seemed to be on the rise these few days. I often wake up in the morning in sweat. It might be the heat that's causing me the dizzy spells and headaches. I'm experiencing one now.

Today I had my first lecture with my sister. I realized my sister behaves so differently from me during lectures. She chats, sleeps on the table and made funny faces. This is my cute sister! Then, we had ice cream from Mac as we walked to the bookstore in our school. Boss called out to me when we walked past 7-11. He complained that I’ve walked past him several times without noticing him. I’m so sorry people. I’m always rushing for time, so I tend to overlook the people around me.

Tomorrow shall be a half-day rest day for me.

~爱我的王子

It's 1st day of school. I was late as usual. I went to see the doctor in the morning and was number 1 in line. Before going to school, it was one of the most dreaded process of school, ADD/DROP. Headache followed subsequently. I started my course of antibodies, since my throat did not get better. But, the doctor did not give any stuff for my eye because she said it looks ok to her. Walking through the human traffic along the corridor, I must have missed a few familiar faces. I'm so sorry I couldn't afford to stop and chat with my friends d=

The library was packed with people, queue-ing up to print their notes. One of my friends joked that those were freshmen can't wait to print notes for the whole semester. So, I can't print any notes this afternoon.

Strolling home with my MP3 earphones stuffed in my ears, I saw a woman squatting beside the road feeding stray cats. Then, I was reminded of the consequences this act would bring. More stray cats relying on food fed by humans, losing their natural instinct to hunt for food. So is this an act of kindness or an inconsiderate act to disrupt their natural way of living? It's up to you to judge.

I removed my nail colour after I reached home and trimmed my nails. It's quite surprising my nails grew so long.

~我的快乐 会回来的 (=

Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore! It’s national day today, and I’m staying at home with sister to watch the parade and wonderful fireworks online. It’s rather different this year. I know it’s weird not to go out with friends. But, I’m feeling rather tired after the morning event at Yew Tee and my usual JC classmates did not plan any outing. I recalled we used to watch the fireworks at Marina. The move-an-inch per second crowd was forever the deterrence to reach home on time.

I’m feeling so emotional these few days. I shall blame it on hormones. My face is not in a good state now, and it makes me feel like staying at home more. This is bad. And I coughed out phlegm with strains of blood this morning.

It’s so hot! I want to earn more bucks to satisfy myself (= YEAH!

~It was you who made my tears fall down.

I bet all of you have realized the notorious haze is back to haunt us again. My cough is better but throat is sore. What’s worse is I’m not allowed to have any cooling stuff these few days, or I’ll experience the scary aftereffects later. I’m listening to YES 933 at home while typing this. I’m feeling so bored. I woke up slightly later to tutor today.

CME had a mini walk last night with Junwen. Boos to EC for pangseh-ing us. Apologies to Zencheang for not asking you along d= I’ll let you know next time we have makans together (= The dinner was so-so, dessert was horrible, because I could not order any nice, tempting, cold desserts. The only ‘wise’ choice was the glutinous rice balls. However, it turned out to be balls dipped in ginger stuff and turned the white ones into brown, disgusting ones.

I reached home and managed to catch a bit of the Taiwan drama at 10pm. Then, I was having this weird, sharp pain at my right brow area. It comes and goes, and goes on even when I was lying on bed, ready to sleep. It tortured me the whole night.

~一天一天近貼你的心.

The updates after a long break. Last evening, I attended Susan’s 21st birthday. It was a unique party, with “Red and White” as the theme of the party and patriotic NDP songs being played in the background. I’m glad that I went despite not feeling well recently. I reached her place 30 minutes late, but was still too early for any activity to commence. Poking my nose in her room, I noticed photos pasted up on her cupboards. One of them was the two of us smiling in our YOGA outfit. I smiled to myself (= Thanks Susan. Here’s a photo of my nails. It’s my first time trying “Enchanted Wine”, but I don’t think I would use it that often. It looks bloody and a tinge of danger [signifies playfulness in a sense].

I was rather upset about shirt sizes today. Being petite is cute to some, but being mini has its cons too. First of foremost, I really have a major problem of sizes. Finding sizes of shoes and clothes that fits me is like finding a diamond on a sandy beach. Then, there’s always problem of wrong size of shirts I get. Ahh!

Secondly, is the height of certain mirrors in the public toilets are designed. Thirdly, the way the commodities in shops are placed. And the list goes on and on. LOL!
~命中注定 我爱你

Updates shall be. My laptop is is going to die already. The wires from the charger are starting to fray out. But, I don't want to get a new laptop so fast.

This holidays can be deemed as the most exciting one. I went Macau and Taiwan. My friends and I had lots of fun together throughout the trip. The photos taken were posted up in facebook already. For the past few days, it's been a tagging craze for me.

I'm warching tv now. It's rather funny. I really don't know what else to blog about. Sleep is the best healing process.

~爱要大声说出来.

It feels a little weird to be flying off to Macau in a few hours time and I'm blogging at this hour. I know I should be in bed sleeping now. But, I can't sleep yet.

My mummy, sisters and I went Wisma to shop a little this afternoon. I met Yifeng at the MRT station chatting with his friend. He still looks the same. LOL! I came to realise that I shouldn't go out walk walk with people who intend to buy stuff when I don't have the initial intention to buy at first, because I'll most probably end up buying something [especially it's the Great Singapore Sales now]. I bought a shorts at 10 bucks. Oh ya! I remembered I have to comment about the toilet in Wisma. It's too unfriendly to vertically inclined people like me. This led me to another issue about certain layout of some shops. They placed their products so high up that I can't even reach -.-

I hope my family to take care of themselves, while I'm away. All must take care k? I'll be back soon.

To my dearest sweetie, miss me (= please remember my 龟苓膏, see you soon.

~我要能睡得安稳.

Today I broke my cup )= The cup Claudia gave to me on my birthday. It just crumbled in my right hand. Before lunch, I took the cup from the shelf by the handle, using my index, middle and ring fingers. The ear of the cup detached from body and the ear broke into 2 parts. My middle fingers ended up in cuts -.- Pain! In addition, the body dropped into the sink and chipped the bowl in the sink. After lunch, I accidentally threw my pen in the bin. I took it up and laughed at myself, and accidentally broke my pen. I seriously don’t know how I did that.

Finally, I finished packing the luggage for my trip. Yesterday, I realized that Singapore is really just a small island, as compared to many other countries. The world is so huge. Planning for a trip is not as easy as “Let’s go on a trip!” as shown on drama serials. I hope the trips would be fun. Miss me people (=

My dearest sweetie wants me to blog about him again. He’s going away for a motivation course tomorrow. Wish him all the best and be motivated to work hard. That’s the purpose of the camp right, sweetie? Sweetie’s secret to smooth face is to wash his face only once a week; and splash water during his daily baths. LOL!

~谁是我明天?

I'm feeling so tired now. My face is rather ugly now. It's so funny to say it out loud, because I just went facial in the afternoon. It was a tough time enduring the excruciating pain when the beautician tried her skills on my poor face. My most hated machine used on my face is this thing which is said to kill bacteria to prevent inflammation and swelling. It’s rolled onto my skin and ‘zi-zi’ sounds will be heard when it touches any wound. In addition, the ‘zi-zi’ sounds like the housefly catcher in some canteens, where flies are ‘electrocuted’. Yes, I think it feels like that too. I also want to applaud myself for my determination to refuse any item promoted to me.

Yesterday, I went to CC for a mini-gathering. Even though the number of people who turned up was not fantastic, the gathering was ok. We ordered pizza and brought some drinks, chips to eat as we watched ‘Chuck and Larry’. It’s my 2nd time watching this movie. The few photos taken were on Facebook already. After that, Jean, Tony, Ansary, Kaili, Zhihui and I went to some farm resort at Neo Tiew Road. Before that, Jean drove all of us to Tony's house to collect his car. So, the 6 of us had to squeeze in 1 car. Jean and Tony drove us to the resort. We sat at 1 of the tables and chat till 12+AM.

Another reason why I didn’t sleep well last night is I had a weird dream about me feeling so sick that I lost the strength to even stand properly. Then, this guy [it’s normal not to know the guys in my dream] helped me to another place. When we were walking, I was trying to tell him something, so I was talking softly into his ear. I shall take out the details. LOL! However, this dream made me think through my life a bit, and I felt a tinge of sadness.

Last of all, my dearest sweetie [you know who you are], you appeared in my blog entry because you said you wanted me to write about you. You still owe me my 龟苓膏. LOL d=

~I don't know if I'm on my way.

I made an appointment with my hairstylist today. He only trimmed my hair a little, even though it might seem that only my fringe looks different. The appointment was at 1:30PM, but we left the salon at 5:30PM, because someone got herself a new look: Rebonded hair. We had a great time cracking silly jokes together. My once-in-every-6-months haircut was always filled with laughter. See him again in another 6 months time then. I must say their hands were magic (=

My back, lower down have this weird bump. At first, I thought it was some pimple, so I ignored it. However, it grew slighter bigger and darker, then I though maybe it's mole. To my horror, it swelled up 2 days ago, and it started to hurt whenever I accidentally touched it. My mummy helped me to squeeze last night. There was no pus, just some blood. My sister was wondering who's slaughtering pigs in the room, and the 'pig' was me.

~漫长的等候.

I slept rather early last night, at around 11+pm. So, I managed to wake up at 9+am to make my own breakfast. A cup of hot tea plus toast. Yum yum..

Next, I went out with mummy to IMM Giant. We did some grocery shopping. I think I enjoy shopping for groceries. It can be so fun to see all kinds of fruits and food products.

When we reached home, we sat in front of the TV as usual till Claudia came and redeemed her cute penguin. See the previous entry if you're interested in how her penguin looks like.

Then, I found out there's a red patch my right front ankle there. I'm not very sure if that part is called 'ankle'. It hurts when pressure is applied. After awhile, I remembered what caused this agony. I tripped and fell yesterday. It was rather a weird way to fall. I fell sideways. This unfaithful accident happened when I tried to inched sideways, without taking notice the two steps beside. So, I lost my balanced when my inch of sideway step was too wide and down I go. The abrasion against the step caused that red patch and bruising of course.

~Pieces don't fit anymore.

This morning was woken up by mummy's call to the house. She called to ask me get out of bed to have a jab at the family clinic. Ahh! I'm scared of taking injections since young. I remembered once in my Primary school days, I attempted to dash out of the room when the nurse wanted to inject some vaccine. This time it was flu vaccine. The doctor was trying to distract me by asking me about my weekends, but all I could think of is the terrible needle pressing against my skin and the long needle into my arm, with the fluid slowly flowing in. Gross. So, all I could reply was 'I don't know. I don't know', when all she asked was 'Is your weekends going to be busy?'.

I'm feeling so sleepy now. I watched 'Absolute Boyfriend' last night till quite late. The robot looked 呆呆的, but rather comical at times. But the female lead looks cute.

My sister is driving me crazy. I'm going to talk to her soon. Yes.

~你那么爱她，为什么不说心里话?

Scalded my throat when I drank my hot tea. Pain.

Mummy wasn't feeling well today, so I went grandma's house. Then went home to eat my lunch. Nothing much to blog today. My recruitment agent didn't call today, and it made me slightly worried.

Holidays ending soon. In 1 more month plus, I'll be back in school. Bored. I want watch tv later. Sisters still not home yet. All have activities. I know this entry is going to be boring.

~忘了我也值得被关心..有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁, 能让我相信被爱的理由..

Ouch! I accidentally bit my lower lip while eating a slice of the steamed cake. I wasn't feeling hungry but empty, so Mummy helped me to re-heat the bun and cakes from yesterday.

Yesterday was my grandpa's death anniversary. So, my family and I went temple to offer our prayers. After that, we went home to clean up the mess.

After bathing, mummy, 二姐 and I went JP to take a walk. I spent $79.20 in one store. That's equivalent to about 4 hours of tutoring.

I went CC to pass Jean CD containing photos of the event, after reaching home. Initially, I thought it was a short visit. But, I ended up staying at the office getting acquainted with the paper-cutter for about 2 hours, till 9+pm. My dinner was postponed to 10pm. Ohh, and a secondary school friend called me and we chatted for around 20+ mins. It was totally unexpected, because we were not very close.

The night before, something scary happened. A big cockroach appeared in the house after 12am. There were screams and commotion. As usual, my parents were asleep. So, I'm left with no choice but to settle this ourselves. 阿妹 was screaming when the cockroach was heading her way. In the end, I used newspaper to sweep the monster out of the house, after repeated attempts to spray insecticide.

~我要快乐.

It's a Parents' Day for me today. I woke up early in the morning to 陪 mummy to the market to buy groceries. After breakfast, i cleaned up part of the room and tidied up some notes.

Today mummy finally made 葱油饼 for me. However, the shape of the 葱油饼 seems wrong. It's more of a rectangle, not a circle. Anyway, thanks mummy (=

Then, I went for afternoon tuition lesson after lunch. Student wasn't exactly cooperative today, till I screamed at him.

I just came back from 婆婆 house. Daddy brought the 2 durains he picked up at the usual place along. He spent more than half an hour trying to tackle those 2 tough fruits with all his might. And a funny incident happened. 大舅母 bought some polar cakes back, and my cousin was making a lot of noise. I think if i wasn't wrong, he said that he wanted to eat 'mouse'. So I opened the box and pointed the white mouse on top of a slice of chocolate cake and said 'Na'. But he was still saying 'I want eat mouse'. I don't know much about the polar cakes, so I wrapped my fingers round that slice and pull it up and out of the box. But, before I could put the cake down on the table, the slice of cake slide throught the plastic sheet around the cake, and there goes the mouse. It turned out that the white mouse is made up of cream, not those hard sugar icing. And the head of the mouse was left on the box, while the body and tail was still on the cake. Tears were about to fall on his cheeks, but I really couldn't contain my laughter. My daddy used a straw and 'shifted' the head back to the cake and re-shaped the mouse abit to appease the poor boy. LOL! I apologised to him after that.

Emo day. Actually, I don't know how i should feel today. It's so HOT!

~我寻找的平静，是我将来看电影.
那些为爱患得患失的情景，我选择忘记.

Wow! I can't even remember when was the long time I blogged. I know i can check later d= My mood recently has been weird if i should say, it would be 感触良多. I thank heaven for everything that was given to me like a gift (= I'll try to share what I've with others. I shall slowly learn to show more concern to friends who need me. I'll try k, girls?

YOUR KISSING STYLE IS SWEET SOMETHIN'
Too sweet? Not a chance! You're the epitome of sugar and spice and everything nice. Your irresistible nature sends guys swooning, but you're too pure of heart to take advantage of their affections. Deliciously delightful sums you up; from the first kiss to the last love bite, you're a true treat.

LOL this is a quiz i did online by NIVEA Kissed and Be Kissed.
I'm just feeling bored la..sigh this few days been really busy for most university students i think..

~I'm dangerous so I'm a bad, bad girl.