人生短短几十年，忙忙碌碌的生活是我们所向往的吗? It’s been a tough period for me, with assignments, reports, and tutorials piling up. Sometimes, I wondered if the things I’m studying would be applicable in my working life.

Human are strange creatures. They do things which they don’t really want to do. And they suppressed themselves from doing things which their mind or heart tells them to do.

Last week, I read through my friend’s blog, and I realized that I’m not as a diligent blogger as her. That’s the reason why my previous entry was like..long ago.

Now, I’ve so much in mind that it’s coming back in bits and pieces, making my entry so disorientated. I just watched a local drama serial, and witnessed how ugly human nature would become. Some people allowed their greed to overpower, resulting in strained family ties and broken friendships.

Another random update: I think I strained my left arm today. The pain felt was in a line down my left upper arm. I can’t recall what I did to cause this pain. I can’t really lift heavy things using my left arm now.

~ 我不信你.

Today I received an interesting sms early in the morning. It’s about how a friendship would end. I forwarded out to 17 people in total and 8 replied. It seemed like a test of friendship. Cheers to those who responded. First in line was Zen Cheang (= followed by Irene, Kai Siang, Junwen, Ching Kwek, Susan, Zhi Hui, Tuck Sin.

To add on, Louisa, Melissa and Kah Mun were added to the list today and this end up to a total of 11.

~有一些想念一直放在心里面.

My friend had been hinting that I’m neglecting my blog again. Today is the last day of the Chinese lunar 7th month. So, I accompanied my parents to the temple in the morning for prayers. It was raining heavily after we’re done with the usual burning of incense paper.

Before updating on the rest of my day, I’ve to move backwards in time to talk about the nightmare I had last night. I dreamt of a cat with pig nose. The sight of this totally shocked me and jolted me awake at 5 plus in the morning. I woke up and felt rather scared, wanted to sms somebody but a bit lost in deciding who to send my message to. So, I went back sleep without sending any message.

I injured my wrist today. I was opening the door of my room when my wrist got caught at the door knob as the door swing open. I was pulled along before I could free my hand. Ouch!
Tired is the word to describe how I feel now. I need a place to rest.

~要他能心电感应我的想法.

It’s a moody day for me. I’m feeling rather down now. I don’t really know the reason behind it. It might be due to the Taiwan drama serial just now. The male lead treated the female lead so badly, but the female lead swallowed the injustice she felt silently. Earlier on, he treated her so nicely because he felt guilty for being part of the misunderstanding caused. I felt confused for the female lead.

I woke up slightly later today to eat my breakfast. I’ve to wake up in the morning even though I don’t have school today, because I’ve to eat my antibiotics. Then I slacked awhile before lunch, and took a short nap after a light lunch. Tuition lesson was scheduled at 4pm.

My parents, sister and I went to Clark Quay to meet a friend of my dad from China. He’s an artist, and I heard from my dad that he had made a name for himself after years of painting. It’s rather amazing, because there were a few of his early works hung up in my house. Uncle Ming Ming came with his wife to Singapore, and had 肉骨茶 with us. There were the few common questions about what course are we majoring in. He also asked about the degree of our short-sightedness. He was suggesting a Lasik surgery so we would not have to hide our beautiful eyes behind the pair of thick lens. However, the thought of any knife or laser slicing through my cornea freaks me. Here comes to well-liked question by all relatives/friends of parents/uncles/aunties: Do you have a boyfriend? My father was saying that when we’ve reached a certain age, people will start asking certain questions. I totally agree with him. When we were slightly younger, homework or school results were the common topic.

It will be a long day for me tomorrow. Let me sigh, please. Sigh~

~M is for Magnum.

It was a bad night for me again. Coughs and mosquitoes joined the unbearable heat. This morning I woke up with a hoarse voice. The temperature seemed to be on the rise these few days. I often wake up in the morning in sweat. It might be the heat that's causing me the dizzy spells and headaches. I'm experiencing one now.

Today I had my first lecture with my sister. I realized my sister behaves so differently from me during lectures. She chats, sleeps on the table and made funny faces. This is my cute sister! Then, we had ice cream from Mac as we walked to the bookstore in our school. Boss called out to me when we walked past 7-11. He complained that I’ve walked past him several times without noticing him. I’m so sorry people. I’m always rushing for time, so I tend to overlook the people around me.

Tomorrow shall be a half-day rest day for me.

~爱我的王子

It's 1st day of school. I was late as usual. I went to see the doctor in the morning and was number 1 in line. Before going to school, it was one of the most dreaded process of school, ADD/DROP. Headache followed subsequently. I started my course of antibodies, since my throat did not get better. But, the doctor did not give any stuff for my eye because she said it looks ok to her. Walking through the human traffic along the corridor, I must have missed a few familiar faces. I'm so sorry I couldn't afford to stop and chat with my friends d=

The library was packed with people, queue-ing up to print their notes. One of my friends joked that those were freshmen can't wait to print notes for the whole semester. So, I can't print any notes this afternoon.

Strolling home with my MP3 earphones stuffed in my ears, I saw a woman squatting beside the road feeding stray cats. Then, I was reminded of the consequences this act would bring. More stray cats relying on food fed by humans, losing their natural instinct to hunt for food. So is this an act of kindness or an inconsiderate act to disrupt their natural way of living? It's up to you to judge.

I removed my nail colour after I reached home and trimmed my nails. It's quite surprising my nails grew so long.

~我的快乐 会回来的 (=

Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore! It’s national day today, and I’m staying at home with sister to watch the parade and wonderful fireworks online. It’s rather different this year. I know it’s weird not to go out with friends. But, I’m feeling rather tired after the morning event at Yew Tee and my usual JC classmates did not plan any outing. I recalled we used to watch the fireworks at Marina. The move-an-inch per second crowd was forever the deterrence to reach home on time.

I’m feeling so emotional these few days. I shall blame it on hormones. My face is not in a good state now, and it makes me feel like staying at home more. This is bad. And I coughed out phlegm with strains of blood this morning.

It’s so hot! I want to earn more bucks to satisfy myself (= YEAH!

~It was you who made my tears fall down.

I bet all of you have realized the notorious haze is back to haunt us again. My cough is better but throat is sore. What’s worse is I’m not allowed to have any cooling stuff these few days, or I’ll experience the scary aftereffects later. I’m listening to YES 933 at home while typing this. I’m feeling so bored. I woke up slightly later to tutor today.

CME had a mini walk last night with Junwen. Boos to EC for pangseh-ing us. Apologies to Zencheang for not asking you along d= I’ll let you know next time we have makans together (= The dinner was so-so, dessert was horrible, because I could not order any nice, tempting, cold desserts. The only ‘wise’ choice was the glutinous rice balls. However, it turned out to be balls dipped in ginger stuff and turned the white ones into brown, disgusting ones.

I reached home and managed to catch a bit of the Taiwan drama at 10pm. Then, I was having this weird, sharp pain at my right brow area. It comes and goes, and goes on even when I was lying on bed, ready to sleep. It tortured me the whole night.

~一天一天近貼你的心.

The updates after a long break. Last evening, I attended Susan’s 21st birthday. It was a unique party, with “Red and White” as the theme of the party and patriotic NDP songs being played in the background. I’m glad that I went despite not feeling well recently. I reached her place 30 minutes late, but was still too early for any activity to commence. Poking my nose in her room, I noticed photos pasted up on her cupboards. One of them was the two of us smiling in our YOGA outfit. I smiled to myself (= Thanks Susan. Here’s a photo of my nails. It’s my first time trying “Enchanted Wine”, but I don’t think I would use it that often. It looks bloody and a tinge of danger [signifies playfulness in a sense].

I was rather upset about shirt sizes today. Being petite is cute to some, but being mini has its cons too. First of foremost, I really have a major problem of sizes. Finding sizes of shoes and clothes that fits me is like finding a diamond on a sandy beach. Then, there’s always problem of wrong size of shirts I get. Ahh!

Secondly, is the height of certain mirrors in the public toilets are designed. Thirdly, the way the commodities in shops are placed. And the list goes on and on. LOL!
~命中注定 我爱你

Updates shall be. My laptop is is going to die already. The wires from the charger are starting to fray out. But, I don't want to get a new laptop so fast.

This holidays can be deemed as the most exciting one. I went Macau and Taiwan. My friends and I had lots of fun together throughout the trip. The photos taken were posted up in facebook already. For the past few days, it's been a tagging craze for me.

I'm warching tv now. It's rather funny. I really don't know what else to blog about. Sleep is the best healing process.

~爱要大声说出来.

It feels a little weird to be flying off to Macau in a few hours time and I'm blogging at this hour. I know I should be in bed sleeping now. But, I can't sleep yet.

My mummy, sisters and I went Wisma to shop a little this afternoon. I met Yifeng at the MRT station chatting with his friend. He still looks the same. LOL! I came to realise that I shouldn't go out walk walk with people who intend to buy stuff when I don't have the initial intention to buy at first, because I'll most probably end up buying something [especially it's the Great Singapore Sales now]. I bought a shorts at 10 bucks. Oh ya! I remembered I have to comment about the toilet in Wisma. It's too unfriendly to vertically inclined people like me. This led me to another issue about certain layout of some shops. They placed their products so high up that I can't even reach -.-

I hope my family to take care of themselves, while I'm away. All must take care k? I'll be back soon.

To my dearest sweetie, miss me (= please remember my 龟苓膏, see you soon.

~我要能睡得安稳.

Today I broke my cup )= The cup Claudia gave to me on my birthday. It just crumbled in my right hand. Before lunch, I took the cup from the shelf by the handle, using my index, middle and ring fingers. The ear of the cup detached from body and the ear broke into 2 parts. My middle fingers ended up in cuts -.- Pain! In addition, the body dropped into the sink and chipped the bowl in the sink. After lunch, I accidentally threw my pen in the bin. I took it up and laughed at myself, and accidentally broke my pen. I seriously don’t know how I did that.

Finally, I finished packing the luggage for my trip. Yesterday, I realized that Singapore is really just a small island, as compared to many other countries. The world is so huge. Planning for a trip is not as easy as “Let’s go on a trip!” as shown on drama serials. I hope the trips would be fun. Miss me people (=

My dearest sweetie wants me to blog about him again. He’s going away for a motivation course tomorrow. Wish him all the best and be motivated to work hard. That’s the purpose of the camp right, sweetie? Sweetie’s secret to smooth face is to wash his face only once a week; and splash water during his daily baths. LOL!

~谁是我明天?

I'm feeling so tired now. My face is rather ugly now. It's so funny to say it out loud, because I just went facial in the afternoon. It was a tough time enduring the excruciating pain when the beautician tried her skills on my poor face. My most hated machine used on my face is this thing which is said to kill bacteria to prevent inflammation and swelling. It’s rolled onto my skin and ‘zi-zi’ sounds will be heard when it touches any wound. In addition, the ‘zi-zi’ sounds like the housefly catcher in some canteens, where flies are ‘electrocuted’. Yes, I think it feels like that too. I also want to applaud myself for my determination to refuse any item promoted to me.

Yesterday, I went to CC for a mini-gathering. Even though the number of people who turned up was not fantastic, the gathering was ok. We ordered pizza and brought some drinks, chips to eat as we watched ‘Chuck and Larry’. It’s my 2nd time watching this movie. The few photos taken were on Facebook already. After that, Jean, Tony, Ansary, Kaili, Zhihui and I went to some farm resort at Neo Tiew Road. Before that, Jean drove all of us to Tony's house to collect his car. So, the 6 of us had to squeeze in 1 car. Jean and Tony drove us to the resort. We sat at 1 of the tables and chat till 12+AM.

Another reason why I didn’t sleep well last night is I had a weird dream about me feeling so sick that I lost the strength to even stand properly. Then, this guy [it’s normal not to know the guys in my dream] helped me to another place. When we were walking, I was trying to tell him something, so I was talking softly into his ear. I shall take out the details. LOL! However, this dream made me think through my life a bit, and I felt a tinge of sadness.

Last of all, my dearest sweetie [you know who you are], you appeared in my blog entry because you said you wanted me to write about you. You still owe me my 龟苓膏. LOL d=

~I don't know if I'm on my way.

I made an appointment with my hairstylist today. He only trimmed my hair a little, even though it might seem that only my fringe looks different. The appointment was at 1:30PM, but we left the salon at 5:30PM, because someone got herself a new look: Rebonded hair. We had a great time cracking silly jokes together. My once-in-every-6-months haircut was always filled with laughter. See him again in another 6 months time then. I must say their hands were magic (=

My back, lower down have this weird bump. At first, I thought it was some pimple, so I ignored it. However, it grew slighter bigger and darker, then I though maybe it's mole. To my horror, it swelled up 2 days ago, and it started to hurt whenever I accidentally touched it. My mummy helped me to squeeze last night. There was no pus, just some blood. My sister was wondering who's slaughtering pigs in the room, and the 'pig' was me.

~漫长的等候.

I slept rather early last night, at around 11+pm. So, I managed to wake up at 9+am to make my own breakfast. A cup of hot tea plus toast. Yum yum..

Next, I went out with mummy to IMM Giant. We did some grocery shopping. I think I enjoy shopping for groceries. It can be so fun to see all kinds of fruits and food products.

When we reached home, we sat in front of the TV as usual till Claudia came and redeemed her cute penguin. See the previous entry if you're interested in how her penguin looks like.

Then, I found out there's a red patch my right front ankle there. I'm not very sure if that part is called 'ankle'. It hurts when pressure is applied. After awhile, I remembered what caused this agony. I tripped and fell yesterday. It was rather a weird way to fall. I fell sideways. This unfaithful accident happened when I tried to inched sideways, without taking notice the two steps beside. So, I lost my balanced when my inch of sideway step was too wide and down I go. The abrasion against the step caused that red patch and bruising of course.

~Pieces don't fit anymore.

This morning was woken up by mummy's call to the house. She called to ask me get out of bed to have a jab at the family clinic. Ahh! I'm scared of taking injections since young. I remembered once in my Primary school days, I attempted to dash out of the room when the nurse wanted to inject some vaccine. This time it was flu vaccine. The doctor was trying to distract me by asking me about my weekends, but all I could think of is the terrible needle pressing against my skin and the long needle into my arm, with the fluid slowly flowing in. Gross. So, all I could reply was 'I don't know. I don't know', when all she asked was 'Is your weekends going to be busy?'.

I'm feeling so sleepy now. I watched 'Absolute Boyfriend' last night till quite late. The robot looked 呆呆的, but rather comical at times. But the female lead looks cute.

My sister is driving me crazy. I'm going to talk to her soon. Yes.

~你那么爱她，为什么不说心里话?

Scalded my throat when I drank my hot tea. Pain.

Mummy wasn't feeling well today, so I went grandma's house. Then went home to eat my lunch. Nothing much to blog today. My recruitment agent didn't call today, and it made me slightly worried.

Holidays ending soon. In 1 more month plus, I'll be back in school. Bored. I want watch tv later. Sisters still not home yet. All have activities. I know this entry is going to be boring.

~忘了我也值得被关心..有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁, 能让我相信被爱的理由..

Ouch! I accidentally bit my lower lip while eating a slice of the steamed cake. I wasn't feeling hungry but empty, so Mummy helped me to re-heat the bun and cakes from yesterday.

Yesterday was my grandpa's death anniversary. So, my family and I went temple to offer our prayers. After that, we went home to clean up the mess.

After bathing, mummy, 二姐 and I went JP to take a walk. I spent $79.20 in one store. That's equivalent to about 4 hours of tutoring.

I went CC to pass Jean CD containing photos of the event, after reaching home. Initially, I thought it was a short visit. But, I ended up staying at the office getting acquainted with the paper-cutter for about 2 hours, till 9+pm. My dinner was postponed to 10pm. Ohh, and a secondary school friend called me and we chatted for around 20+ mins. It was totally unexpected, because we were not very close.

The night before, something scary happened. A big cockroach appeared in the house after 12am. There were screams and commotion. As usual, my parents were asleep. So, I'm left with no choice but to settle this ourselves. 阿妹 was screaming when the cockroach was heading her way. In the end, I used newspaper to sweep the monster out of the house, after repeated attempts to spray insecticide.

~我要快乐.

It's a Parents' Day for me today. I woke up early in the morning to 陪 mummy to the market to buy groceries. After breakfast, i cleaned up part of the room and tidied up some notes.

Today mummy finally made 葱油饼 for me. However, the shape of the 葱油饼 seems wrong. It's more of a rectangle, not a circle. Anyway, thanks mummy (=

Then, I went for afternoon tuition lesson after lunch. Student wasn't exactly cooperative today, till I screamed at him.

I just came back from 婆婆 house. Daddy brought the 2 durains he picked up at the usual place along. He spent more than half an hour trying to tackle those 2 tough fruits with all his might. And a funny incident happened. 大舅母 bought some polar cakes back, and my cousin was making a lot of noise. I think if i wasn't wrong, he said that he wanted to eat 'mouse'. So I opened the box and pointed the white mouse on top of a slice of chocolate cake and said 'Na'. But he was still saying 'I want eat mouse'. I don't know much about the polar cakes, so I wrapped my fingers round that slice and pull it up and out of the box. But, before I could put the cake down on the table, the slice of cake slide throught the plastic sheet around the cake, and there goes the mouse. It turned out that the white mouse is made up of cream, not those hard sugar icing. And the head of the mouse was left on the box, while the body and tail was still on the cake. Tears were about to fall on his cheeks, but I really couldn't contain my laughter. My daddy used a straw and 'shifted' the head back to the cake and re-shaped the mouse abit to appease the poor boy. LOL! I apologised to him after that.

Emo day. Actually, I don't know how i should feel today. It's so HOT!

~我寻找的平静，是我将来看电影.
那些为爱患得患失的情景，我选择忘记.

Wow! I can't even remember when was the long time I blogged. I know i can check later d= My mood recently has been weird if i should say, it would be 感触良多. I thank heaven for everything that was given to me like a gift (= I'll try to share what I've with others. I shall slowly learn to show more concern to friends who need me. I'll try k, girls?

YOUR KISSING STYLE IS SWEET SOMETHIN'
Too sweet? Not a chance! You're the epitome of sugar and spice and everything nice. Your irresistible nature sends guys swooning, but you're too pure of heart to take advantage of their affections. Deliciously delightful sums you up; from the first kiss to the last love bite, you're a true treat.

LOL this is a quiz i did online by NIVEA Kissed and Be Kissed.
I'm just feeling bored la..sigh this few days been really busy for most university students i think..

~I'm dangerous so I'm a bad, bad girl.

my 21st birthday party was held on 7 March..the theme was SUN-KISSED..thanks for all those who attended, sms-ed, gave me your blessings, greetings, gifts, love (= i really appreciate..shall post another entry with photos and dedicate my thanks to people soon..

it was a great time hanging around with you people..family and friends..i want to thank both my parents for being with me for the past 21 years..daddy, mummy, i know i'm all grown-up now, but i still want to be a little girl at times..or most of the times..

been really busy..don't really understand what i'm doing too..just as my prof said..we're paying to be tortured..rather true..hmm injured my left arm on Sunday..don't look good..and i'm having slight flu, with random stomachaches..maybe it's the discomfort that made me feel alittle emotional ba..felt so exhausted but can't seem to pinpoint the sadness within..weird..

~i'm not crazy, i'm just alittle unwell..

Labels: SUN-KISSED

sigh i cried again..felt nothing went right for me..are things going to be like this forever? i think i lost 2 important cards..i can't even recall when did i last seen them..they vanished just like that..searched almost the whole house for them..injured my tailbone alittle..quite painful..because i accidentally sat on the corner of a plastic box..

and my sis isnt making me feeling better also..hmm totally no mood to do anything now..but still decide to blog ba..maybe because i felt the sudden urge to 'pen down' my feelings..

tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me..2 tuition lessons and a party..and the amount of taunting schoolwork that awaits me on the desk..

hmm don't know why i suddenly hope it's holidays now..no schoolwork..but there's other school-related stress of course..sigh i really don't know what i want too..

dreamt of grandpa yesterday..he came back and 'visit' the apartment..i don't dare to call out to him because i'm not sure whether does he still exist..

~where are you two?

Sigh this blog has been left "un-updated" for decades. Ok, I know I'm exaggerating a little. I was really busy. And this is the truth. I was busy with schoolwork. Lectures, tutorials, assignments, presentations, reports and what-nots. I felt so crushed by the amount of stuff. But, I should give myself a pat on the shoulder by just being able to survive this week in 1 piece.

I woke up early this morning to visit the clinic. My hands and feet showed itchy red bumps since days ago. On a few occasions, my palms swell up till I felt pain and tightness when I tried to clench my fist lightly. Luckily, it wasn’t some weird disease, but the similar rashes that hit me about a month ago. The doctor explained that the skin on palms and feet were thicker, so the effect of the rashes might not be as evident as those on other parts on the body. So, I’m back to the medication.

There’s only ONE word I that can use to describe how I felt regarding this generation of children: DISAPPOINTMENT. I was walking to the school this morning, and the kids dashed out from their primary school gate. What I’m going to say might sound common to you. I heard vulgarities from their mouths. Those words flew out fluently like nobody’s business. I shook my head as I walked past. I’m not a parent, just a local university undergraduate. I wonder what kind of education these kids are going through now. I was tutoring 2 primary school children this year. I forbid them from using vulgarities during my class. My student managed to make me mad today. Till now, I still felt so unjustly treated. Argh..

~多少次泪在眼眶，我用微笑抵挡.

sigh i know i'm lazy..but i'm still here..i'm not feeling exactly happy these few days..hmm school work..boring..i can even dreamt about taking my labour economics quiz which havn't happen..

some idiot keep bullying me -.- and another 1 think gaming is everything..think i just do my own stuff 就好..don't need bother so much..

today walked through the garden again..saw that greeny patch around the tap and i laughed to myself..it's due to the small hole in the pipe the gardener used to water the plants everyday..so that small patch gets water supply even on dry days..

i know it's random..sigh don't know what else to type..心情不好就是了 )=

~i'll be your BestFriend and you'll be my Valentine.

it's been a few days i'm back in Singapore already..i miss the guys there..hahax they are different from the guys here..hahax they are more 'outspoken'..dare to say who they think of, what they want..not like the people here..think too much..fear too much..maybe it's because the environment they live in ba..of course there's bad people there..fight for material gains..it's very sad to see the ugly side of people..

had fun there..even thought the weather was freaking cold..and the living conditions was poor..and i've to constantly breathe in 2nd hand smoke..but i really felt more relaxed there (= the short motorbike rides at night..to see the beautiful fireworks..the small get together to drink tea and play taidi, heart attack..the constant snatching of scarf and kajiao-ing..as i'm typing this, i felt like crying again..hahax silly me..
the next time i'm back, i'm going to take photos with every single 1 of u..and of course prepare a proper surprise for u all..wait till i earn enough money..i'll also be looking forward to you all coming to Singapore for a short trip..

~紧紧把握现在.

feeling super tired that i think my brain is no longer functioning..but still i shall blog abit..i'm leaving Singpore in around 11 hours..

went school in the morning..queued up for Mr Bean..had craving for it since days ago..finally enjoyed (=

scrubbed the toilet..hahax it looks slightly cleaner to me i think d= then took a bath..and start on my research on my assignment till 6pm..Gong time..nice..everytime i watch, there's a weird smile on my face and another indescribable feeling within..maybe that's envy ba..not sure..then i'll feel alittle emotional..

after that jiu did some last minute packing and researching..

thanks for all those who showed concern..you guys know who you are right? hmm really thanks (=

~you keep me hanging on the line.

1 word to describe today: ANGER..met alot of unreasonable people today..shall describe the last situation..was on my way home and walked past a primary school..it was so coincidentally that it was dismissal time..i could see that in a distance..there's no need to know the timetable of a student to know that..because you can see the "sardine-packed parents' standing outside the gates..and just nice 1 of the gates was facing the pedestrain crossing..i've to practically squeeze through them to get through..and it's really ridiculous that all of them are staring at the gates when the corridors are E-M-P-T-Y..sigh and almost all wouldn't let me walk through despite my numerous 'Excuse me'..please get me a cup of cold drink..i need to cool down..

it reminded me of something..i saw a car driving on the wrong lane today..in school!! i think the driver don't know that..i thought he wanted to overtake the vehicle but it continue to drive in that lane at the bend..i can't imagine if there's another fast oncoming vehicle..yucks..

hmm change of topic..saw some travel program just now..saw the cows in India died due to plastic posioning..after they decompose, the insides could be seen..and you could see the red, blue fragments..they are so kelian..it's so sad that many countries could not enjoy the priviledge of living in a clean, safe environment..I'm fortunate to be born here (=

thanks to my parents for cooking lei cha again..hahax nice..

~you and me, because of our pride.

i'm feeling so drowsy now..starting to yawn le..ya my rashes are recovering but there's still some red spots on some parts of my body and they itch from time to time..

hmm my consultant must be nagging behind my back..

'where has minna gone to?'
'so long le didnt come..don't know her face how already?'

lol i'll only go after Chinese New Year i guess..i don't want my face to look like it's been poked by needles with red sore spots during house visits..

today's lecture was as inspiring too..this lecture was one of the more interesting ones i'm studying this semester..self-motivation..yes (= but BOO to those who chat as if the lecture theatre was their coffeeshop -.- super noisy la..want talk? GET OUT! Don't deprive others their chance of learning..

struggled with my tutorial..hmm i've always agree that lectures are important..it just proved my point..i'm clueless on how to go about answering those Chinese Economy questions..yawnx..signal to sleep le..update again d=

before signing off..ah mei take care of yourself..i won't dare to look at your wound de..that's why i'm not someone suitable to take nursing..even though i know basic 1st aid..

~don't look back..got a new direction.

shall post a short post today..okay my rashes on my back still itch..

last night a cockroach flew into our bedroom again..it was a big one..i was feeling drowsy and wanted to turn in early..just when i was about to leave my bed to off the lights, i saw a big, brown disgusting creature crawling on my sis bed..heading my bed..my 1st reaction was to let out a weird scream..then i tried to calm down, afraid that the cockriach would be agitated and crawl in my way..it was still at the foot of my bed when i called out for mummy..my SAVIOR..lol..and she saved the night..

but the three of us had a hard time trying to convince ourselves that it didn't crawl all over our beds before i spotted it..i changed my sheets already [just for your information]..

was paractically dozing off during all my lessons today..the medicine is so powerful..half a tablet..more powerful than a cup of red wine..

time to sleep..zzz..

~everything will be just as wonderful.