Written @ Tuesday, March 28, 2006, 1:12 pm
sigh feelin abit on e downside todae..somebody's nick is makin me ponder..haf i made e right decision? liffe is abt makin choices..when u made e correct choice..u will live happily ever after..if u made e wrong choice..u haf to go 1 big roundabt b4 u find where ur happiness lies..i mean in terms of studies, career n everytinx else here..hmm tink quite long didnt update..tis wkend quite hardworkin n it scares me..even my sis asked me y am i doin homework up till late in e nite..todae symptoms of my old ailments start to show..headaches..flu..n nauseous..hope it's nth ba..me dunwan fall sick nw )=did chem spa todae..hmm duno wad to say..sigh..nvm la..mayb after awhile i'll see e light..will i get an ans?
Written @ Tuesday, March 21, 2006, 11:10 am
hmm so long didnt update le..so will b veri long..shall start wif e leisure camp on fri n sat.. came hme after maths xtra lesson on fri..bathed, pack bag..off i go..c dun wan meet 1st de coz me always late..but we ended up in e same train la..miracles do happen pple -.- hahax den went meet e rest at je..but onli a few reach onli..my bag was so heavy lor..brought alot of water dere.. finalli we went to pasir ris..hahax galz supposed to go pick twigs n sticks..guys pitch tents..me n sophie pick twigs until she got bitten by ants..BIG RED ANTS la..den me aso got bitten lor..was carryin some den got ant crawl n bit my neck..i dropped all twigs den dey all crawl up my leg into my pants n 'OUCH!!'..1 bit my butt ).= me kp pressin dat part which hurts la..but still can feel e tinge of xtreme pain..tink dat stupid ant still bittin my flesh la..after dat my slipper infested wif their 'friends'..me abandoned my slipper den sophie help me retrieve..den she kena aso..ended up me helpin her retrieve her slipper.. den we went back to e campsite..played game..ended up bein sabo by u pple..piggybacked by *****..den nite time after dinner sabo by u pple again..got a fixed dance partner..friendship dance y dao me dat time song soo slow?? den nite walk chao scared la..almost went toilet la du zi coz me always la du zi when im nervous..den supposed to pair wif dance partner walk..journey abt 7 mins..duno y my dance partner didnt go la..c say is he offered to pei sy..sy dunwan go walk says wan help look after stuff..den me pair wif sy partner lor.. weiqing is 1 funni guy..ok gd man k? hapi? even though u ar quite sick at timex..we walk walk n tok abt homework..at 1st went down w platform le..startin onli i jiu saw a white figure le..blink my eyes den convince myself is nth..he aso convince me is nth la..after dat walk walk walk n tok tok lor..den we reach a stage when we nid cross a wooden bridge..btw we ar walkin a kind of a ‘nature trail’..no light or mayb veri little light ba..we ar supposed to follow e lightsticks on e ground..ok back to e bridge..when we were almost finishin walkin over..both of us hear a knock..ahh..both of us freaked out la..we almost stopped movin..squeezed our hands veri hard..tried to move on..wq kp crapin..stutter but tried to go on..im reali scared coz after dat knock still got strange noises..finalli after awhile fear subsides..tok tok after dat veri fast jiu reach le..
went back as a big grp la..den cont tokin lor..reach e end of e trail..me forgot do sth..paiseh d= hahax..
tok e whole nite wif boss n a few galz la..sunrise..morning run..play game..it’s physically taxin..play food chain la..play halfway me canot take it..den take off odac tee..aiyo den dat dae saw dead squirrel n frog..eee..
break camp..eat at foodcourt..slpt on mrt..hahax boss get scolded for sittin nxt to me..LOL..den me slpt veri shou lor..image gone..mouth alittle open..den kp ‘slp tokin’..sori if I xia dao u boss..opps forget to say a BIG THANK YOU TO YOU..for ur ice cream..n nxt time dun scold me le hor..if nt i drown u wif my tears..
reach hme..bathed..kp dozin off while waitin for dinner..slpt frm 9.30pm till 10++am..ate breakfast den slpt until 2++pm..so tired..
todae chem spa trial..cant even get e crude pdt la..den havin cramps sumor..me aso wan complain my claz maths rep..how dare u take my maths assignment hme?!? last of all me will get chocs for u when im free to go buy de..c dun brg I brg..see i soo nice d= hee me nice lil ger..
Written @ Friday, March 17, 2006, 2:54 pm
opps sori sori posted 2 entries todae..bbut tis story is reali nice..rmb read my earlier entry hor..there was this girl and this guy.. they weredating.and from the very beginning, the girl`s familystrongly objected on her dating this guy. Sayingthat it has got to do with family background & thatthe girl will have to suffer for the resther lifeif shewere to be with him. Due to family's pressure, thecouple quarrelled very often. Though the girl lovedthe guy a whole lot,she would always always askhim: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy isnot good with his words, this often caused the girlto be very upset. With that & the family's pressure,the girls often vent her anger on him. As for him,he only endure it in silence. After a couple ofyears, the guy finally graduated & decided tofurther his studies in overseas. Before leaving, heproposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words.But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, Iwill take care of you for the rest of my life. As foryour family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Willyou marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy'sdetermination, the family finally gave in & agreed tolet them get married. So before he left, they gotengaged. The girl went out to the working society,where as the guy was overseas, continuing hisstudies. They sent their love through emails &phone calls. Though it was hard, but neither eventhought of giving up. One day, while the girl was onher way to work, she was knocked down by a carthat lost control. When she woke up, she saw herparents beside her bed. She realized that she wasbadly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wantedto comfort her. But she realized that all that couldcome out of her mouth was a sigh. She had losther voice...... The doctor said that the impact onher brain has caused her to lose her voice.Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothingcoming out from her, she broke down. During thestay in hospital, besides silence. she wouldcry ...it's still just silence cry that accompaniedher. Upon reaching home, everything seems to bethe same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.Which pierced into her heart every time it rang.She did not wish to let the guy know. & notwanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter tohim saying that she does not wish to wait anylonger. With that, she sent the ring back to him. Inreturn, the guy sent millions & millions of textmessages to which the girl didn't reply , andcountless of phone calls, all the girl could do, wascry The parents decided to move away, hoping thatshe could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the girl learns signlanguage & started a new life. Telling her everydaythat she must forget the guy. One day, her friendcame & told her that he's back. She asked herfriend not to let him know what happened to her.Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. Ayear has passed & her friend came with anenvelope, containing an invitation card for the guy'swedding. The girl was shattered.When she openthe letter, she saw her name in it instead.Whenshe was about to ask her friend what's going on ,she saw the guy standing in front of her. He usedsign language to tell her "I've spent a year's time tolearn sign language. Just to let you know that I'venot forgotten our promise. Let me have the chanceto be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slippedthe ring back onto her finger. The girl finallysmiled.like it?
Written @ , 2:46 pm
hahax juz read my claz blog..tink it's reali funni la..thks jason..no wonder m2m partner kp urgin me to go online..me been bz these daes wif stuff la..went meihong hse swimmin yest..haf lotx of fun..c, kelly, me n meihong..e cant go..we took alot of photos la..hahax got once wan jump frm inside ppol den take a photo..but dey kp movin backwards until im in e 1.5m end..HELP!! im alreadin on my toes tryin to kp my nose above e water dey still xpect me to jump..dat's y i ended up onli a little out of water in all e photos dey wan me to jump -.- btw sorri c for kickin u accidentally durin 1 of e jumps..after went jaccuzzi..den sauna..hahax i was meltin inside la..felt so great after e sauna..went to meihong hse to bathe haf lunch n study..of coz went to e readin rm..got 2 korean ah soh inside tokin lor..so loudly..dotx..dey left eventually la..we studied until 6++pm..was poppin caramel coated popcorn as i flip thru my chem notes..real luxury..went hme study alittle jiu slp le..didnt finish readin all la..sianned..den tis mornin mind lik blank lidat..didnt touch polymerisation at all..forget to brg calculator aso..imagine me calculatin manually..wah lik doin maths durin a chem test..den went hawker eat wif claz pple..c us usual..sigh [shake head..it's no use de..plz]..e left even b4 we walked past e bus stop..she's bz wif odac stuff..poor gal..ok todae was sittin at tis same spot for lik hrs lor..doin maths..wah 1st o.d.e..cheem..tml after maths jiu muz pia hme bathe n go for odac leisure camp le..alittle scared..lik duno wad's goin to happen lidat..tink wun bathe ba..poor pple who haf to slp wif me..me dun lik to bathe outside my hse toilets..guai pi u can say..shall end here la..todae's quite a happi dae..tink goin pack my bag for tml le..wah hols endin..hope i can get to update soon..slp earli pple..gdnitex..
Written @ Tuesday, March 14, 2006, 3:22 pm
yawnx done vm le..quite relieved actualli..after all e jing zhag shi ke..waitin time..me went toilet to la du zi for a total of 4 timex yest..bcoz i was too nervous la..reached city hall at abt 11+am..suntec at 1+pm den waited until 4+pm den start climbin..imagine e wait..we were rottin..i kp yawnin lor..e climb was tough generally..firstly it was in different direction as wad we usually train [clockwise]..nxt is e pattern of steps..it's lik always changin..den is e air ventilation [quite poor]..last of all is e railings..it is no verticl de..so quite slippery..but all in all i feel dat we shd b happy dat we never gave up n completed e race ['most imptly is e experience' quoted frm ms ho]..great job pple!!after dat e galz ate pastamania..guys kfc..was reali tired at dat time le..feel lik dozin off..went hme..hahax on e mrt c said sth which shocked me..hahax c..reached hme bathed..den slp..todae gp tink died le la..to tink i cld almost dozed off durin paper 1 -.- paper 2 forget everytinx mrs razal taught le..sianned..den went hme alone for lunch..odac went sakae..kind of hou hui coz e lunch my mummy prepared wasnt enuff to make me full..shd haf went hawker eat den come hme eat again..wah growin fat..shd start jian fei soon..hmm slpt e whole of todae's afternoon..had a strange drm..drmt of odac pple, 05s17 n 4g..sigh startin was climbin stairs den lect..after dat went jp eat wif 05s17..den met my 4g frends..i kp eatin la..duno izit too agitated..den i got drunk..somebody is forced to walk me hme..den got pple go confront ********..den it was evenin le..i woke up..sigh y do we haf dreamz? do dey mean anytinx? or ar dey juz imagination?it's gettin late..goin slp le la..me todae quite happi le..hee hee..gdnite..
Written @ Sunday, March 12, 2006, 1:58 pm
hmm went nus n ntu open hse todae..didnt manage go smu..bz dae lor..all went wif empty bags but filled wif bks, leaflets n stuff on e way back..was quite tired after everytinx..went out in e mornin to meet mf n c..but turn out to b late..yep again )= tis time is due to contacts la..dropped into e kitchen sink..den was lookin for it wif a torch..poor mf haf to wait veri long for me again..opps forget say wad i wear..me wore dat new skirt 05s17 bought..it's quite big but managed to cover e unsightly creases wif e long top i bought wif m2m partner..we wore e same lor..den turn out to b im earlier than c..den me offered to qing my dear m2m partner a drink lor..coz me always late..took bus to nus frm clementi dengot off at tis particular stop..ended up e onli 3 alightin..still got 4 guys laughed at us for bein so stupid to alight at wrong stop la..didnt haf e courtesy to tell us sumor..nvm we got our ways to get dere..we took a inter-shutter bus which gets us to e destination..hahax reached dere jiu saw yilong 1st den e rest appeared 1 by 1..eunice, jiaying, jessie, yang yang, gilbert..wah unofficial partial 05s17 outin..kaixu joined us at a later time..den jason appeared n disappeared..took some balloons went to a tok la..after dat jiu eat at e canteen..after lunch left to take a shuttle bus to ntu..wah me sat alone..looked at e familiar scenery..n fell aslp..zzz..woke up b4 reachin ntu entrance..saw my flat frm a far..hahax mummy took my daddy's jeans out o dry in e balcony..ehh reach le..got off bus..same stuff again..took books, paper etc etc..wah wanna complain..got 2 galz claimed -------- is theirs la..wah den kp sayin left arm 1 right arm 1..kp sayin im jealous..im nt la..reali la..but u noe u 2 say until make me veri er diao la..u 2 wan share meh? u wan u all go share urself..me wun wan de..got feel sorry nt? made me felt so 'disturbed'..went nie walk walk..wah dat place quite cool..juz alot of stairs..library is gd place for studyin..argh dat 1 person is still pesterin me n crappin abt e above mention topic..went hme bathed..[argh collen stop pesterin me!!] my gan ma came over for dinner todae..hee did 35 sit ups todae..tml vm le..soo scared..sigh gotta rest earli..wish myself luck n determination..jiayoux..hope everytinx goes well..update soon..
Written @ , 4:07 am
finalli can update le..sigh juz nw got prob..wad cookies disabled..den i comp idiot..duno how to solve..last resort..download another browser 1st..ok shall start..
woo last few mins of my bdae was uppdatin blog..hee start wif mornin ba..
woke up by an sms at 5++am..it was mummy la..read le jiu went back to slp..den mummy come wake me up..she showed me a new hp holder she bought for me..den a hp pouch..den i went brush teeth..while brushin..she took out sth fm e pouch..a new hp..e model i wan..wah i was shocked n swallowed quite an amt of toothpaste..den after dat jiu tell her i see e hp later..she left e toilet..den i coughed until vomit..wah..
went sch..took bus as usual..daddy called n wish me happi bdae..den i wished back too..felt lik an idiot..hahax lucky on e bus..nobody noe is my bdae or daddy's bdae d= den reachin sch jiu press bell..hao bu rong yi squeezed my way thru e back door n wait for bus to reach my stop..however dat stupid bus driver didnt stop n drived on -.- e whole bus was lik starin at me..den nxt stop get off lor..walked back sch..man tou da han..
den after sch 05s17 help me celebrate bdae..got cake n songs..n cream on my face too..
hahax tis is my 1st uploaded photo..quite ugly though..
sigh my sista naggin at me la..irritatin..
ok den s.h.e bought me ice cream d= thks..
went eat at pizza hut..got slapped on my back for many timex by e galz..pain of coz la..den watch movie wif eunice, jessie, s.h.e, e.c house..the girl n i..veri touchin..cried alot..sori if i used up alot of u galz's tissue..after dat went minibits bought pendent..hee got 15% discount coz my bdae ma..den went took neoprints jiu went hme le..quite tired la..
last of all..my board of [thanks]
f4, s.h.e, e.c house, qi duo hua [d=], kjy fan club, slacker 4, serene, francis, sharon, yu shu, ya wen, pierce, odac, mr koh [hand shake], teachers, susan ah ma, geok jie jie, yue jia, tk, juli, my 3rd aunt n uncle, a stranger who gave me cookies, louie[hahax funni present u wanna gif me], jason ong ['best frend'], mavis [m2 longest frend ever], last of all my parents!!
for all ur hugs, kiss[hee], handshakes[hahax], smiles, ice cream, cake, skirt, cards, balloon handphone, pouch, holder, sms, wishes, shower foam, love n care..
thks for makin me feel so lovced again..even though im 1 yr older..i felt lik a lil ger again..protected n showered upon..thks pple..hope i didnt miss any of u out..
Written @ Thursday, March 09, 2006, 2:30 pm
wah todae chem test..was lik wipin my nose as i do e paper..finished le still got 10 mins leh..alot duno how to do..or practically nth noe lor..sigh juz anyhow do de..im goin to bcme rudolph le..havnt stop runnin yet [nose la]..ran 4.8km in total todae..wow..trial timin was 13:40..deproved le..hmm shall work hard nxt run..odac train was short todae..hee ran outside sch wif track galz..but didnt ran wif dem for e whole journey la..hmm wan comment dat e veri bad todae..sigh go tell mr ang tsk tsk tsk..den hai me so lose face..overall todae was ok la..quite hapi xcept for e fact dat e movie i wanna watch is onli screened at 2 places..cine n causeway..sadded..den lik nobody wan watch le..*cough cough* dead coughin le..reali sick le..sigh angel angel where ar u? me nids 1 la..so accident prone..no angel will haf bruises n cuts everywhere de..nth le la..goin try my maths nw..hope can start at least..u noe it's nt possible for me..y bother to say when it's nt even possible for u? correct me if im wrong..
Written @ Wednesday, March 08, 2006, 2:05 am
yawnx im soo tired..my nose, throat n headache isnt gettin well..sigh todae's a veri sian dae..came hme..hungry hungry..den jiu start wif chem revision..borin..
hmm juz edited e claz contact list..me made soo many mistakes lor..hm a few mor daes to vm le..hope me will get betta..feelin chao accident prone recently..kp gettin into 'almost fall down' position..
tml got 2.4km n standing board jump trial..hope me can make it..n everyone else aso la..jiayoux to 05s17 galz..
yawnx feelin real slpy nw..after revisin my head still feels empty..sigh tink goin off le..gdnite everyone..
~mayb my angel went on a holiday..come back soon..coz i nid u to protect me~
Written @ Tuesday, March 07, 2006, 2:30 pm
hmm havin runny nose, sore throat n headache simultaneously nw..sianned..am i goin to fall sick soon..durin tis period of time? dotx..sianned..been doin my maths halfway again den decided to update..yes update..been a long day for many of us todae..got chem retest after sch..followed by maths xtra lessons..den odac trainin..lucky boss onli wan us climb 2 sets todae..1 set was quite ok..2nd set jiu deproved a little..after trainin went back sch for cool down..saw a dead 'lizard' on e track..many said it's a chamelon..yeww..e almost vomitted la..den run le jiu slack outside shutter..me n c went spc to buy ice cream..hahax e 80 cent one veri nice to eat..yum yum..e ice cream stick aso veri cute..den we went hme lor..reach hme ask mummy buy milk coz tin k me nt enuff calcium dat's y knees weak..kp pain pain..yawnx ok la..duno wad to write le..overall todae quite a happi dae for me..xcept for e length..hope tml wld b betta..hahax smilez pple..n gdnite..
Written @ Sunday, March 05, 2006, 7:30 am
sigh sianned..in e midst of doin hw nw..juz printed e articled needed for my gp content module..chem NMR seemed so difficult to understand..yest went out to collect my contact lens..dat guy chao nice la..coz me is last min wan my lens de..den coz mine nid lik chk got stock nt..if nt nid specially order which nids abt 1 mth..he gave me a pair of sample..free of charge so i can use on mon..so nice rite..actualli went out to buy hp aso de..but nw buy nt worth it coz havnt 21 mths..nid wait for 4 mor mths..shall b mor patient de..jiu can get new hp le..yawnx feelin so sianned..lik alot of stuff to do den feelin veri unlucky..woke up tis mornin wif a hurtin right knee..den wan find my tutorial dat time dropped a box onto my toe..wah..pain..tink got bruise le..tml trainin duno can go ma..sigh..shall go do homework le..later still nid study for chem retest..lookin forward to hols..it's nt always true dat dere's sunshine after a storm..it could b another storm brewin..
Written @ Saturday, March 04, 2006, 2:42 pm
hmm yest post e entry lacked may details..me scraped dao my right knee yest lor..veri pain..skin came off but no blood..if got blood me sure cry de liao..is carry e booklets for claz knock dao de =den tis mornin realised got blue black le ).= den veri unlucky 1st lesson jiu accident le..sianned..fell down when goin down e stairs in lt5 la..onli my dear m2m partner saw lor..n she rushed to come teng me..lucky me didnt sprain dao ankle..but right knee knocked quite hard against e floor as i kneeled down veri hard when i fall )=den later right knee jiu feel funni funni le..juz limped limped occasionally lor..left leg muscles hurts sometimex aso..before odac saw zhang lang take out e eqquipment for vball trainin..hahax tok to zhang lang lor..ben lai wan help him push e stuff but e dunwan pei me..den went vm trainin..was feelin so li bu chong xin when climbin..2nd set experience stitch..soo pain..den kp stoppin to 'relieve' pain..den went back sch to cool down..1st round boss bluff me hai me sprint awhile..dunwan help me take waterbottle..2nd round my right knee jiu hurt until cant move lidat..was lik sharp short xtreme pain..den xinrui piggyback me halfway..so nice of her..den boss ask me dun exercise tis wkend le..muz rest..dat's nice of him..finalli..hahax..den accident prone me..almost fell down when crossin e road outside sch..hee went toys r us wif mf n c..b4 dat bought e same shirt as my m2m partner..eee nxt time can wear e same clothes le..even though it's quite big for me la..went hme feelin quite happi..shall update nxt time le..go claz outin on thurs wor..me wan watch movie n wan sui to ice cream!!
Written @ Friday, March 03, 2006, 3:51 pm
ooo someone's complainin my blog stagnant le..hahax happi at least got pple wan see me crap in tis blog..thks pple..shall start on mondae..tink i felt quite terrible on monday ba..quite sian..den took vm timing..didnt xpect to do well..but got into e 1st team wif shiying..was lik wah when i go to noe many of e zai zai pple didnt participate bcoz of injuries..most impt got new classmate, serene..welcome welcome..n dun say we treat her nt gd gd le la..me got treat her nice nice la..tuesdae..pc standing board jump..tink me swing veri qi guai ba..but e way mf's lover taught me i cant xi guan still..how?wednesdae pc again..e complained muscle ache..even b4 pc..me was feelin quite ok lor..juz butt a little pain pain..achin..den after trainin in e afternoon my knee starts to hurt le..last time got 'injured' b4..small injury..n sumor i didnt reali push myself jard durin prac..was reali tired le..i mean durin trainin..reach hme quite late..bathed..ate..slp lik a log after flippin thru maths lect notes..didnt even read phy spa..onli rmb hearin my sistas discussin abt e star idol results in my slp..btw "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to jiaying n zhang lang..hope u enjoy ur bdae..thursdae..todae la..feelin reali reali tired..phy spa didnt convert cm to m..soo sian..ahh careless..waste marks la..ok ok den after sch got e emergency stuff..was soo sian n tired le..wah den claz kp sabo me..dun la..dun bully me la..mayb some of u duno when i set my mind on sth..no matter wad approach u take [hard or soft] me veri 'stubborn' de..wun change my initial stand..so nxt time me seemed veri reluctant le dun force me k? went hme did phy..decided to do gp durin wk ends..cant help it..sigh left leg hurts la..was tryin to ren e whole day le..ut came hme realise e muscle harden until duno lik wad la..juz tension la..tml trainin how..sianned..ahh hectic wk again..hols hope i got time to rest..wan slp la..veri long didnt take naps n slp well le..shall cont another dae..wan go zzz le..gdnite pple..lookin towards tml..hope i can find some1 at e end of tis storm..a rainbow wld b wonderful..i tink..
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