Written @ Saturday, April 29, 2006, 2:09 pm
hmm juz had a short break jiu goin to haf a long wkend le..sigh feelin so sian..went for claz dinner on wed nite..20 pple in total..so successful..actuali is 21 de..but darren got stuff on..had steamboat at bugis..place is air conditioned..but food nt veri nice..i eat until kp stonin..sat wif mf, eunice, jy, ks, kx..duno y kp stonin..felt so bored..after eatin jiu played games..den jiu went walk walk..ended up walkin towards city hall mrt..hmm reached hme at abt 12++am..lucky mummy willin to wait for me..yest had a weird drm..drmt of myself n another guy [stranger]..he gave me a big brown teddy bear but i gave it to a kid..den he came lookin for me..for 1 reason or another i died [naturally]..den dat guy pulled me to tis 'time machine'..i bcme alive once again..however i died again..cant escape my fate..e endin scene of my drm was two of me lyin side by side..totally freaked out..todae b4 chi a funni tinx happened in e galz toilet b4 chi lesson..e galz ka jiao me n i screamed for a few sec until e lecturer came knockin on e toilet door to ask us nt to scream coz he's havin lecture..so paiseh la..we galz xia dao until go inside e cubicle to hide d= hahax..dun b e 1 who has to look back n wonder what they would have done or could have had..so pursue ur drmz n tell ur family n friends how much u treasure dem todae..
Written @ Monday, April 24, 2006, 5:00 am
went trekin yest wif odac n 2 track pple..nt missin out ms ho..had fun of coz..chatted alot..i guess it's a new experience for most of us..coz nt many of us took dat route b4..hahax muz thk ms ho for e ice cream treat (= yest went visit my grandma again..had part of my dinner dere..po po cook de food nice nice..tot of e timex when i was young..hahax so small..e baby veri cute..i played ball wif him..den he's so xcited..but kp throwin e ball over his head bhind him..n when he tries to tok..me n my sis will stare in amazement..baby tok..it's so amazin he tries to speak in his own language..den another baby joined him..wah she's so cut la..big n watery eyes..fair skin..for those whose worried abt my health im gettin betta xcept for my eyes..thks pple..u all made my dae..so an wei dat dere's still pple who ar concerned..esp my jie jie (.= gan dong..watched dat 9pm show again..new insights or rather evokes hidden feelings n tots ba..sigh..happiness isnt happiness when dere's sacrifice..so juz go all out ba b4 it's to late..spendin too much precious time of ur life worryin..courage..Human Beings Are Such Small Creatures..So Don't Be Too Worried About Everything, Treasure Every Moment, Do What You Wish To Do..... Broaden Your View, Broaden Your Mind, Don't Worry Too Much About Things That Are Bothering You, Do Treasure Your Loved Ones, Live Safely And Peacefully, Always Be Happy To WelcomeThe Coming Of The New Day..tis is wad i learn todae..some pple juz lack e guts to pursue their dreamz..dey wld rather regret nt givin their 100% later n cont to sink into depression..
Written @ Saturday, April 15, 2006, 12:41 pm
hmm 3rd dae"coughin out blood"..tml goin see doc b4 it gets real worse..sigh havin dizzy spells again..todae went grandma hse..veri long didnt visit her le..still rmb we used to visit her veri other sunday..even all my aunts n uncles will go back for lunch..we will linger until it's dark..past..when i reached my grandma's hse..e 1st tinx dat caught my eye is e familiar corridor..n e beautiful plants she planted..ignore my eng plz..den my sis n i went in..i was a little disappointed when she asked y im didnt come..den i replied "da jie zai zhe le"..she tot i was my youngest sis..hmm mayb i reali didnt visit her for too long le..as usuall she welcomed us wif food..lotx of food..hahax i always joked dat if we always go her hse we'll b fat fat in 1 mt..she's nt fat btw..den we played wif e kids dere..my aunts' n uncles'..realised kids ar so 'unrestrained'..dey juz showed their emotions lik nobody's business..cry..wail..smile..laugh..dance..so free..tis wk been quite a "bumpy" wk for me..nt veri happi throughout e wk..hmm..yest nite was woken up by tis bright light shinin on my face..i opened my eyes n saw e round moon high up in e dark sky frm my window..her light shone in n on my bed..i was memerised by dat scene for a few minutes b4 i fell aslp..didnt noe i wld b woken up by e same light again..tis time e moon 'shifted' a little downwards..i flipped to e other side n saw my pink star glowin..woa e power of moonlight..i dozed off again..den it's sunrise..yawnx shall end here..update when im free ba..i agree it's e way we look at tinx..it's back to e same qn..contradiction..y didnt u try look at e situation frm different perspectives n do sth constructive? u juz lack e courage to face reality..
Written @ Monday, April 10, 2006, 12:43 pm
sigh nt feelin in tip top condition again..got tis bad omen..hope im fine at least for tis wk coz i dunwan to affect my napfa..stamina goin down..tink is coz of lack of trainin..nt lik in e past when we used to climb flights of stairs..aiyo sneezin as i type tis..mayb it's my sista's fault..she's coughin all dae n nite..im so afraid i'll catch her germs..hmm was doin maths n chem e whole of tis wkend..probability seems so difficult to handle..shall work doubly hard..sigh chem organic assignment [shake head]..veri careless -.-cough cough..oh no..betta drink lotx of water..tis wk goin to b 1 bz 1 again..alot of tests comin up..hmm tis wk startin chem remedial le..tink quite hapi ba..at least got some kind of guidance n aid..mayb i nid some1 to get me movin..jiayoux ba..hope my chem can improve..hmm 1st of all me wan thank my m2m partner..sometimex e lil tinx u do makes me feel significant..thanks thanks..woa muz stop le..if nt u say i mushy again..actualli tis fri alot of stuff happened la..hmm quite hectic..but all in all..everytinx goes well..cough cough..nt again..dead..haf i fallen sick?hmm words of wisdom..tonite nt much inspiration..oh ya saw e last episode todae..in e end e 2 long lost lovers met n walked off happily hand in hand..do eternity reali exists? mayb it reali exists but little can find e essence ba..sometimex i walk along e streets on my way hme..i saw some reali old couples holdin hand..i'll smile to myself..time reali prove his love for her..those scenes can reali move me to tears..dun u tink so?
Written @ Friday, April 07, 2006, 8:15 am
hmm juz reached hme..was caught in e rain..lucky got small umbrella..yawnx feelin so tired todae..right shoulder hurtin..yest did 60++ push ups, ran 2 rounds n did some jumpin..hmm in addition, i haf been carry dat bag which nids strength frm my right shoulder..nw achin lor )=actualli nth much to write todae aso..ran for pc todae..wore contacts den didnt realise left lens got crack den irritate dao my eye la..sianned..btw wan thk kaixu for 'bluetoothin' songs to me..hee to m2m partner: my massagin skills nt bad rite? nxt time my lao gong will b veri xin fu d= sigh it's rainin nw..juz nw went buy present for my [mummy]..her bdae tml..hope she lik her present d=goin to do chem tutorial le..learnt dat life isnt e way we always wan it to b..e onli tinx we can do is hold on e sweetness n move on wif new dreams..dreams to pursue..dreams dat can last a lifetime..but where ar my dreams? im still searchin..hopin to find myself 1 dae..
Written @ Wednesday, April 05, 2006, 12:31 pm
yawnx todae's another norm sch dae..nth much actualli..went hme to rush finish revision for e maths claz test on o.d.e tml n research for gp essay..wah my feet itchin alot..wan quickly finish everytinx eat medicine jiu go zzz le..watched xin niang 18 sui todae..1st episode..hmm gan xiang..envy e nu zhu jiao ba..hmm happi n hopeful teenage..fun..hahax gd bunch of 'sistas' who wld ding her dao di..it's kinda hard to establish such gd frendships..izit due to e fast pace of life dat made us forget dat simple love between pple is neglected? mayb ba..nowadaes so little pple still kp in touch wif some long long childhood frends le..todae on my way hme in e car..i told myself..when i graduate tis yr..im goin back to my pri sch n pay a visit..even though dere's onli 1 teacher who taught me is 'left' dere..sigh bothered..cant pinpoint wad izit aso..i tink thru e tinx i haf done..i seemed to b smilin n laughin all e time..but im nt sure haf i reali found back my smiles..haf i forgotten e tinge of sadness dat often lingers? or im already turned into a livin zombie? lost e ability to feel? argh..i tink i haf tried ba..sigh headache suddenly..tink end here le ba..yawnx..
Written @ Monday, April 03, 2006, 12:48 pm
did quite abit tis wkend..went bt timah nature reserve to try out e route yest..was 2nd to reach..surprisingly im earli by 2 mins..waited for chengwei n xinrui since fongling reached earlier than me..we took bus 178..den walked 1 ulu path dat leads to e mountain bike trail..e trail soo narrow..we walked 1 single file up..e ground is still muddy n wet frm e shower e nite b4..yucky yucky..my poor shoes..den we walk walk walk lor..xr kp wantin to take pics but we no camera..so dey used my hp..e photos all nt veri clear la..hao bu rong yi reached e summit..met a funni middle-aged man..he said is cw let us gals dat's y he's laggin bhind..poor cw wore pants n sandals yest..he onli woke up at 8.30am den rushed to meet us la..he was in slpy mode for e whole dae..den got e most mosquitoes bites..we aso met a BIG group of pri sch kids..sigh den their progress reali veri slow la..too big a grp le..i tink it's quite dangerous lor..got a few lik wan fall down along e way..den we 4 overtake overtake..den at 1 place got 1 gal turn arnd stared at me n said "y u cut queue?"..den i gave her a weird look n overtake her..xr diao her lor..hahax tink dat gal tot i was 1 of dem..but it's kinda stupid to say i cut queue..coz dere's no queue in e 1st place wad..after everytinx went westmall eat..hahax 4 smelly pple..todae did hw lor..nth much..hmm feelin abit on e downside todae..duno y feel so fan..later wan go do mask..a few mths didnt do le..e increasing no. of pimples is freakin me out..shall end here la..nth much le..to e: lettin tears flow isnt a waste of tears..to me tis is nt onli a way to express emotions..but aso a sign of determination n mayb stubborness ba..so dun say i waste tears le..i will nv run out of dem.."if we were to turn back in time, the outcome would still be the same.."mayb most of us always blive dat if everytinx wld reverse..e outcone wld b diff..it's juz lik a fact we couldnt accept..i tink it's mor impt how we deal wif e outcome n try to salvage e situation after facin e truth bravely.."escapism hurts more"..sigh~
Written @ Saturday, April 01, 2006, 3:04 pm
hmm was feelin abit unhappy since e start of todae..hmm slpt quite late yest nite..ate medicine b4 slpin..didnt noe e 'dosage' was so strong..within 10 mins jiu feel drowsy le..went see doc in e evenin..tot i got some disease but it turn out to b juz sensitive skin protestin..poor skin..but got to noe 1 gd news n 1 bad news..gd news is im currently 145++cm le..yea got grow..bad news is gained 2 kilos..but my daddy, c n e said gainin weight is gd news -.- daddy say i too thin le..den todae mornin had difficulty gettin out of bed..feelin dizzy dizzy de..after effects of takin dat medicine..aiyo duno wad to type here..feelin so lost suddenly..ok..stayed in sch after lessons wif c to do homework..did abit onli..me spent alot of time doin numerical analysis qns la..kp careless..if exams lidat jiu dead le -.- after dat jiu leave sch at arnd 5.15pm lidat..got caught in e rain when i reach my hse bus stop..went hme felt so tired dat i didnt even untie my hair jiu fall aslp until 9++pm to bathe n eat..sigh den kp sneezin suddenly la..dun tell me me caught e flu virus too..hmm life is lik a journey..when we reached e crossroads..we ar often so afraid to move off alone..e path which leads us to happiness can onli be discovered by ourseleves..so let's b brave =) jiayoux ba..
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