Written @ Tuesday, October 10, 2006, 9:23 am
yawnx feelin so tired nw..goin take a bath soon den can slp..hmm left 20++ daes le..everybody jiayoux ba..
feelin so sian..haze dispersed le..everybody take care wor..esp those who fell sick..goin sick..cant see properly den fall down de [lol]..leg injuries [take care]..sigh but my eyes still red red de..n dat ulcer under my tongue..still alil sore..sigh feelin super sian..tink she's mad la..stop findin fault in me coz im nt..im onli doin my part..nt complainin..n for heaven's sake plz reflect..dun always tink we've sth against u..it's all for ur own gd..see tinx in multi-perspectives..goin study le..jiayoux..tml still got sch..oh ya muz thk ms serene ng for dat card..thks..i'll aso rmb u as e small teacher who treat me as her 'morale booster'..hahax lol..yea will grow slowly n catch up de..dare to dream..dare to pursue ur dreamz..dun live to regret..at least u noe u've tried..ur veri best..
Written @ Sunday, October 08, 2006, 12:19 pm
hmm went to see doc earli mornin..wif c..hmm mornin made toast..den tang dao finger..so painful..but e toast is reali nice..coz it's thicker den it's crispy on e outside..eat dat time got dat sound..so nice..thks (= haiyo duno y my wrist aso so pain..suddenly..c was so noisy la..i tink she v funi la..kp screamin n laughin..n b****y g***e-in la..LOL..yawnx den went back sch study..ended up doin gp e whole dae..feelin so sianed..1st tinx is e PSI..it's so stupid la..my body reali cant take it le..red eyes e moment i wake up..still got alil 'waste'..bad sign..i noe my eyes get infected v easily la..nw already solved e prob aft usin a kind of eyedrops for mths..no im nt goin back to dat kind of unhealthy eyes again..den my nose v v itchy..sometimex will lik runny runny de..den throat aso v v itchy..haf to kp drinkin if nt will cough..sigh..yawnx tonite haf to slp in aircon rm again..hmm so tired..haf to bathe once my food digest..if nt will grow fat de..im so bored..hmm todae's qte a nice dae..hee hapi hapi ba..last of all muz say HAPPI BIRTHDAY to yixin n weihun!!
Written @ Saturday, October 07, 2006, 3:45 pm
went sch on fri [to b precise]..did chem mock paper..hahax n e was sittin bside me..halfway thru e paper..she turned arnd n looked at me..she heard my stomach growled..hahax..was v v hungry..paiseh..took back maths paper 2..hmm shall work harder n get e grade i wan de..jiayoux lil ger..u can do it d=hmm came hme..aft a loong loong snooze at e bus stop n on e bus..somebody made me wait soo long..yawnx missed 3 bus..hahax guilty? i reali v long didnt take naps on bus le..ever since..sigh..ya..woke up feelin weird..n realise e gal bside me kp lookin at me la -.-went hme tok on e phone lyin on e floor..still can fall aslp..wah too tired le..family dinner at hilltop restaurant..dat place looks so familiar..i went once abt 10 yrs ago ba..e feel is still e same..ate western n drank tea..was e last to finish la..sistas n mummy kp complainin..aft dat went to e top of e spiral tingy..i was so scared coz i was alone..e place look so mystical yet alil weird..alil romantic yet hmm..at e top dere's stained glass..looked amazin under e dim moonlight..my daddy v funny..ben lai wan stop us sistas to go to e top coz he wan to prevent us frm watchin any (R)A up dere..but nth up dere la..went to a place to watch e scenery..was qte pissed wif tis family..coz got tis boy throw lighted sparkles down frm e railings..den e leaves caught fire awhile..den he threw mor..i went up to him n warned him..said it's dangerous..den my mummy was lik let's go let's go..no use de..den as we walked away we looked back..his dad threw too..wad de..sigh it's sth so dangerous n so nt environmental frendly..even if u ar nt pro-env..wad if ur sparkles droped on somebody..so big le still dun use brains..teach ur child e wrong stuff..how did u bcme his dad de? haf u done ur part as a father n role model? -.- sigh irresponsible act..tml goin sch study lor..actuali is mornin..gdnite..n jiayoux to all those muggin..all e best..u ppl can do it too..
Written @ Friday, October 06, 2006, 1:41 pm
juz ate my med..yucks almost vomit..todae went see chi doc..he poked 2 needles on my leg n did therapy..aft e whole process he removed e needles but im still feelin pain..in my ankle n e shin area..den he decided to poke another 2 mor on my hand to relieve e pain in my leg..e hand part reali reali v v pain..ahh still got alil blood when he removeed e needles..hmm todae finali when back sch..for math conditionin..lucky i managed to persuade a few of dem to pei me go take if nt it's a wasted trip..alot of my clazmates commented dat my hair lik no diff xcept my fringe..wah 12 bucks..n i lost alot of hair la..no diff -.-e haze is gettin frm bad to worse..n i tink it can kill me..betta un aggravate my health cond..i wan watery, red itchy eyes no mor..im already starin to haf itchy throat n sneezin, runny nose le..no no no..i dunwan to fall sick!!yawnx was packin my chem wrkshts b4 dinner..saw tis half piece of paper..sigh traces..hmm shall try move move move..towards e end..jiayoux lil ger (= jiayoux to all others too..
Written @ Thursday, October 05, 2006, 2:27 pm
NOTICE: a kid found. lost n pathetic. plz claim tis kelian kid b4 i turn nasty..im nt a gd nanny to kids lik tis 1..thks kind soul..sigh feelin v v terrible todae..woke up leg hurtin again..so decided to skip sch..morni went temple 'celebrate' grandpa's bdae..hmm den went to haf a haircut..it's qte unsatisfactory..so let's nt tok abt it..den had a bath b4 lunch..den went rm study stats..dozed off den mummy came in..my leg 'healed le'..den had a super long nap..tink totally drained le ba..sigh..den woke up in sharp pain..sigh..so mummy drove me to e doc's..but it's so unlucky..e doc's nt in..n he's onli back tml..so stayin at hme tml lor..go see doc tml..i forgotten my tots i wanna jot down yest nite le..mayb wan to say abt power of tears ba..sigh..den e rest cant rmb le..hmm mayb is e sense of appreaciation ba..sometimex i felt so unappreaciated dat i wonder y do i do tinx e way i do when others cant even understand dat y i wan to do dat..wad am i sayin? sigh n i tink i hate bein misunderstood by e ppl arnd me esp my frends ba..if it's other ppl den let dem b..btw if u all havnt noe me well enuff..im those who juz wan to do tinx my way..n juz my way..nt urs nt anybody else..n plz dun try to tell me my actions affect u..coz urs affect mine too..
Written @ Wednesday, October 04, 2006, 9:51 am
sigh todae isnt a gd dae either..havin headache tis mornin..n mild 'la du zi'..was late for runnin..hmm onli ran 5 rounds..juz nw my leg duno y hurts again..hmm yest nite somebody scolded me for no particular reason la -.- sian diao..was fumin wif anger when i fell aslp..tis mornin den realise dat person is drunk last nite..betta learn ur lesson..nv ever scold me when u're drunk again..me will fan lian..reali..didnt gan bei when i slp yest n was attacked by mosquitoes..sigh wif bites on my neck, face n legs..juz nw daddy gif me eat catfish soup..so fishy..i cant take it..almost vomit..sighx no determination..no patience..juz empty tok..juz another 1..
Written @ Tuesday, October 03, 2006, 10:12 am
sigh feelin qte sian todae..yest nite wasnt a v nice 1 either..was alil drowsy frm e effect of alcohol used for e cookin of dat fish..but cant slp..coz i was made to tink..yest nite e half moon was visible frm my rm window again..hmm but it's so small..finalli feel aslp duno how aso..sigh..woke up feelin so confused..mixed..duno wad i shd feel aso..went sch..todae ec kp kajiao-in me..actuali nt onli dem la [u noe who u're]..hmm kp laughin..e day shdnt b dat bad ma..went hme..eaten n feelin so sianed..it lead me into tinkin dat when humans walked too close to each other..it bcomes so diff to say some things..y "im sorry", "please", "help me", "thank you" n "i love u" bcmes so difficult to say..esp to those who ar reali by ur side all tis while..can u recall how long ago was e last time u said "i love u" to ur mummy n daddy? or "im sorry" to some1 u've disappointed? sigh..time is tickin away..dey might b gone 1 day juz lik how ur fingers snap n u nv noe how lonh u've wait again..a lifetime..or never..haf no regrets..b appreaciative..to everyone..
Written @ Monday, October 02, 2006, 10:05 am
hmm last nite had a terrible stomachache..e pain is v sharp n precise..lik a person slash me frm my frnt to e back..e pain is in a form of a line across my tummy..den i haf to stop wadeva im doin..i was chattin online actualli..den me juz stop n held my breath..can breathe cant move..juz sat down dere..frown n cried for help..sigh duno y aso..yest nite jiu lidat..hugged my jacket n blankets..hand holdin hp..fell aslp..i duno how i drift of to slp..sigh hope it's nt faint frm e pain ba..coz i woke up at 5++am findin myself in e same position i rmb i 'dozed off'..so scary..todae went temple..pray den changed into pink shirt..felt so weird..wearin pink again..aft 3++months of limitin my clolours to onli black white blue..hmm dun wori pple..lil ger will slowly xi guan n pink lil ger will b back!! esp to c d= who missed e pink me..hahax but i wun so fast de k? jiayoux..me slpt e whole of aftnoon todae..woke up at 5++pm when my sis screamed "da jie da jie where's ur math tys?" i juz wake up lor..lol..but feelin v nauseous..alot of gas inside me..den mummy gif me drink a kind of bitter tea..say can help me cleanse my stomach..duno will help nt..it's startin to hurt again le..tml's sch again..hmm last wk le..jiayoux ppl..even though i dun feel lik goin for lessons le..sigh..duno y lidat..mayb bcoz i feel dat dere's nth mor for some lessons ba..haiyo me'll go sch tml de..unless my stomach hurts reali bad..
Written @ Sunday, October 01, 2006, 1:40 pm
yawnx todae went back sch study..took qte long to pack n et my breakfast..hahax tried my new recipe..yummy yummy..goin make for tml's breakfast again..study my math n did my correction..but still stuck at some..hmm goin jiayoux..hee me studied till fell aslp..for 5 mins jiu drmt of myself hangin clothes out to dry..den 1 shirt juz fell down..i looked at e shirt..den i had tis 'fallin feelin'..it jolted me out of tis nap..sian..it scares me la..im afraid of heights..wah die..duno y coughin le..yest nite la du zi la..tink is ate e sushi..den nt fresh..my mummy worse la..she tis mornin den start her runs..den went mor than 7 timex..went see doc..nw still restin..but my stomach qte weird..alot of noises n growlin..scared my old ailment is back..gastric flu..i rmb those timex..kp goin toilet n vomittin..sigh no no..hope nt ba..