Written @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007, 10:42 pm
blog blog blog..wad shall i blog abt tonite..hmm doin a facial mask nw..v long didnt pamper my face..it's deteoriating..had tuition..student didnt do dat well for her exams..hope she at least improved alil..wah todae brg my alarm clock to teach her time..wah qte difficult to teach dat actuali..sigh..
hmm butt hurts..lol missed e chair when i wan sit..den jiu pain lor..bruise le..
hmm juz video conference wif b^4..onli he see me -.- lol n im wif my mask on..
tml wed le..yawnx..hope i'll b self-motivated soon..
Written @ Monday, August 27, 2007, 6:09 pm
hahax me betta quickly update my blog b4 i get too bz at nitex..hmm last last nite had a weird drm..drmt dat im part of some secret mission team to escape away frm some enemies..e situation was qte tense..den when we'll walkin thru a long corridor of a v tall buildin..as usual..im afraid of heights..i didnt look down..juz b alert of e surroundings..coz got bad guys..until i met some familiar voice sayin he's goin to intro so n so to his so n so..den i looked down..den e person say 'im sorry xiao na na' -.- lol..nxt scene comin up is my mummy in tears..tellin me dat my grandpa wan to eat fruits..n she got a fruits basket..but she peeled alot of fruits for him..but he kp droppin dem..cant seem to eat dem..n den we decided to get a bag for him..chose a blue 1 out of 4 colours..any special significance?den we've to climb over a stair-like obstacles..1st to get over is my youngest sis..den a cat appeared..e cat looked at us..we looked at e cat..my mummy climbed over..lastly..it's my turn..i gave e cat 1 last glance..when i wan to stepped over..e cat pounced on me..i saw her mouth opened n her teeth *tling tling*..i used my hand n shove her away..it bit my finger..i bled..den went see doc..doc say im safe..end of story..nite falls..i took out my notes preparin to revise..listenin to my bro's discman..i walked out of e rm to shut e big door since it's gettin late..'bong'..i turned my head n saw a white cat dashed out of e kitchen staring at me..omg..i screamed 'mummy' n ran towards e rm..tryin to tell her i saw a cat..she dashed out, opened e door n tried to shooed cat out of e hse..all in all..dere's a big commotion in e hse..while i was standin outside e rm..trembling in fear..pale..i was in shock for qte some time..im nt sure how long aso..im shocked bcoz of my drm e nite b4..lucky e cat is of diff colour..if nt i duno how much longer i'll take to recover..n it's nt a gd omen for a stray cat to get into e hse..actualli im nt scared of cats la -.- i was qte worried for e cat aft i recovered frm shock..coz i tink she's pregnant..i scared she miscarriage..she looked as frightened as me..drivin lessons was ok..juz dat some pple cross road v dangerously -.- v fickle minded..i cant even judge she wan cross anot -.-failed 1st test..goin to buck up..even though i havnt found my motivation yet..but i'll jiayoux de..gif me strength to walk alone..
Written @ Saturday, August 25, 2007, 10:49 pm
i woke up super late todae..had a v long slp..hmm but still feelin v sian..had many drmz..i still enjoy slpin..coz in my slp..i juz haf to b slpin..dunid to do any tinkin..hahax dat's y slpin is e best!! no matter how i drift off i still can haf e nicest drm..bu guan shi ku zhe shui..xiao zhe shui..hmm todae packed a small part of my table dere..it looks alil less cluttered..words to describe how i feel..dotx..lol im unstable..duno wad to say aso..juz dun waste e opportunity given to u ba..i recently found out dat i lik to take right turns..juz a small finding..
Written @ Friday, August 24, 2007, 11:58 pm
sighx feelin so sian diao..tot my life is in a mess..but jason said it's nt..it's my heart..n head..ya time to move on..but am i ready nt? his reply seems lik a reply..but it might nt b a reply at all..i noe im tokin in circles..i was so pissed wif somebody a few daes ago..i realised i've been a fool for so long..finally e truth is out..so wad am i supposed to do? to forgive n forget? to gif in to e temptation to shock dat person n made dat person guilty..felt lik cryin..hmm..felt so lost..so confused..wad's e world comin to?
Written @ Tuesday, August 21, 2007, 11:12 pm
hmm uni life..still qte borin for me..no motivation..hmm im feel as if im passin day by day..nth to look forward to..dat's sad for me ba..i seemed to lost my direction..n cant find my way back..was super sad yest..n E was super sad aso..e atmosphere was lik super weird when we chatted over e phone last nite..hmm but i hope E is feelin much betta le..C wasnt feelin any betta i guess..take care gals..ya was tinkin i shd plan my wkends..dun let myself stay at hme n rot..n allow my mind to wander n tink of unhappy stuff..i noe i shdnt deliberately avoid or wadeva..but mayb i shd try to do mor stuff to get back on track..hmm so wad's e plans for tis wkend? lol i duno d=went teach tuition..both my students havin their maths test tml..so i've been revisin wif dem..suddenly e 1hr or 1 n a half hr nv seem to b enuff..n i onli got to noe dat my student is havin her test tml todae..supprisingly her parents ar unaware of her havin her test tml -.- hope e both of dem will do pretty well..all e best gals (= hahax i reali felt im takin e test wif dem..tml goin for interview..lol wish me luck..my throat might b gettin betta wif e pi pa gao..but my eyes [shakes head]..cmi..still v itchy.yawnx..my horoscopes tell me to stop avoidin the issue..hmm time to take action? wad action? blur -.-CME got to make a comeback!! we'll b back..our cheerful-ness..our smiles..our laughter..our everytinx (= jiayoux!!
Written @ Monday, August 20, 2007, 12:30 pm
hmm yest didnt manage to update..went drivin in e mornin..i mean yest mornin..parkin was super funi..kp knockin down e pole..i tried to refrain myself frm burstin into laughter..lol..den slpt e whole dae away..dun feel well exactly..throat hurts alot..it might bcoz of e dinner i had on sat..den my parents decided to go out on a double date..lol..parents n daddy's frend n wife..so e 3 of us haf to settle our own dinner..we decided to go nearby supermarket to get spag n sauce to prepare spag..n cornflakes to bake coco cornflakes for dessert..however dere's no spag -.- so we went hme empty-handed to change n go jp pizzahut for dinner wif E..actuali i bought pi pa gao n gui lin gao for my throat..lol..we met andy n family [gf, dad, mum]..aft dat we went buy some new clothes n went hme..E was supposed to do her hw..but dere's too many distractions at my hme..tv..laptop..so she onli scribbled sth on her paper..den my mummy drove her back to hall..e funi tinx is..she left e onli stuff she scribbled on my desk -.- lol..no choice coz it's qte late le..den we chatted on e phone till 1++am..as we both tried to revise for our tut todae..i tink if someone were to go bcme a monk..i wld reali cry la -.- but E burst into laughter..n my senior tink it's funi too..hmm..was so sian yest..shakes head..will update tonite if i've e time..yawnx feelin tired..havin lessons later..
Written @ Sunday, August 19, 2007, 1:13 am
hmm todae went watch fireworks wif jon, jw, zc, herman n jason..didnt get to meet EC..it's reali too crowded..was wif e guys since at e jp..n dere's these 2 gals who 'stalked' jason n me -.- apparently dere's some misunderstanding..we went hme..when zc n jw left..zc pat my head..i suddenly tot of my buddy..tis familiar feelin..lik a big bro teng a xiao mei mei (= n received a gdnite sms frm jon..n those jokes n talks wif all of u..hey thks guys..for makin tis yr's fireworks season such a wonderful time..ya 1 yr passed..time reali flies..i still can vividly rmb last yr's fireworks session wif e claz..hmm is dere already sth happenin..
Written @ Friday, August 17, 2007, 10:59 pm
im so bored..hmm my motivation of e wk went 'pop' lidat..woke up jiu quickly prepare to go out..but tinx didnt turn out as we tot it wld..went sch..e lessons were as usual..nth interestin..den went meet E..she made me walked so much la..rainin sumor..when i reached hme..im sweatin lik mad..walked hme as usual..den went dinner wif SP n his frend..lol sis tag along too..nth much too..but thks for ride (= nxt time drive wif care..i'll get a shock if dat happens often..reached hme..called b^4..nt v free..but made him say he's guilty d= den call bro..but he nt free -.- outside..den i decided to call jason ong..his name juz appear in my mind..so i dialled his no...but saddly he cant guess who am i until i started scoldin him..aft tokin for awhile..he bz le..nid unpack stuff aft break camp..so im left alone..for a long period of time..yawnx feelin super tired nw..havin a headache le..oh ya i drmt of grandpa (=hmm tml..wad shall i do? my life..hmm..
Written @ , 12:47 am
sigh tummy ache nw..duno y..v pain..lik alot of air trapped in e upper abdomen..hope it's nt stomach flu..these few daes tummy already throwin a few tantrums le..hmm duno how to do tut..yest nite was tokin to jason n his bunk mates again..dey super funi..so sad dat it'll b e last time le..tummy still pain..yest nite had a weird drm..of givin tuition..n..hahax..cant b disclosed..but i tink im qte hapi in my drm ba..juz dat i woke up super tired..n i slp tok esp alot..hmm goin slp lor..yawnx..
Written @ Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 7:38 pm
hmm todae so sian..so bored..duno wad to blog abt aso..todae went sch..5 hrs of lect..so hungry la..aft lesson went hme..took e shuttle bus..den walked hme..it's so funi dat i can even strike a conversation wif tis ah pek on my way hme..it started when i was crossin e road..he asked me look out for cars..den we started chattin all e way frm e garden dere till e pri sch dere..he reached his block..lol duno y i can tok to a ah pek so easily..tml still got sch..but it's thurs lo..jiayoux ba..hmm so confused..fri comin soon le..wkend..hope can slp well..slp mor..
Written @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007, 11:47 pm
sighx feelin super sian nw..duno wad to do..y do i still feel so lost n empty..todae was such a hectic dae..went sch earli for tut..was super nervous..coz teacher v pressurisin -.- i scared i cant ans his qns..but nt bad la..got to noe a few of my tut mates le..den went to E's hostel..fake dat is my rm..confused her frend..comical sight..den went to meet up wif some of my og mates for lunch..signed up for some debit card..lol..den went for 'cca huntin'..nxt was a 2 hr lect..we actually lost our way..n dat's weird..coz we managed to find dat lt last wk..we met another grp of lost sheep..n we found e lt tgt aft 15 mins..surprisingly e teacher was onli startin to start her lect..so zhun..but v tired le..aft lect..went for tea party..lost our way too..but managed to find it..adidnt haf e reception jiu pia hme..brisk walkin..took abt 17 mins or so..reached hme..eat..rush out for tuition..den hme to bathe..n print lect notes -.- i hate tis part..sighx~
Written @ Monday, August 13, 2007, 11:26 pm
hmm feelin qte sian todae..super tired..was video conferencin wif b^4 till 12+..lol..aft dat i didnt reali slp v well even though my med had already taken effect..had weird drm..drmt of myself slpin..n i wasnt alone..dun tink too much -.-tml b^4 goin kl le..hope he haf a smooth trip n enjoy himself..see ya on fri..in sch..met up wif mav in e mornin..den we went sch tgt..lol..den we juz sit arnd at e benches..but didnt chat much..goin to meet up again soon..i tink u're missin out alot frm my life gal..was strugglin wif my tut..sian..duno wad to write aso..juz try my best ba..yawnx feelin slpy le..tml's goin to b a long dae..yep..shd slp earlier tonite..
Written @ Sunday, August 12, 2007, 10:31 pm
hmm todae drivin qte smooth..yea..lucky..last nite didnt slpt well..woke up at 2++am to la du zi..was inside e toilet for 15 mins -.- mayb ate sth wrong ba..mornin jiu dun dare eat breakfast b4 lesson..aftnoon qte slack ba..hmm took a nap..a few hrs..woke 5 mins jiu received b^4 de call..but havnt finish chattin jiu haf to hang up le..lol..duno izit scared bei ma den call de..hmm is dere take 2? most prob no ba..jiayoux..
Written @ , 12:11 am
went for og outin todae..lol nt bad la..our 1st outin..was bein bombarded wif qns abt me n somebody..went to ktv..ya..paid to sing..it's weird..n nt me..but i tink it's qte cheap ba..juz dat dat place looks alil weird..erm atmosphere nt rite..but it's e company dat's impt rite? hahax lookin forward to e nxt outin..hope it wld b fun..tml drivin lesson..jiayoux ba..hmm todae i felt dat pain again..i tot i've moved on..apparently a big part left at e same stop..sigh..i felt as if heaven played another trick on me..to trust or nt to..
Written @ Friday, August 10, 2007, 11:38 pm
sighx i duno wad am i doin aso..i shd b in bed slpin lik a log nw..juz feelin v sian..sigh i dunlik tis transition period im goin thru..ya..duno how to describe aso..tink im goin slp nw le..juz wan to complain alil..ahhhhhh!
Written @ , 9:31 pm
todae went for my 1st tutorial lesson..n 1st campus concert..e tutorial claz rm is reali small la..e guy sittin bside me was lik so close..it feels alil weird..but dat's nt e pt..lol..E called durin my lesson..she wan tell me dere's these 2 guys who worked in e cafe b4 ar in e same sch too..wow i reali tink SSO is impressive..applause for dem..lol their performance was great..i went wif my sistas..hmm i walked hme todae aft lesson again..felt so drowsy aft my medication..tink i look alil paler than usual..recently nt much appetite aso..nails nt in gd shape either..argh my right thumb nail alil chipped again..i've decided..i cant kp short nails..lol im serious..my short nails gave me alot of probs la..made me mor fang xin abt my nails..jiu knock here knock dere..den trim n trim till super short le -.-sigh my throat qte sore..sigh sick le..tml goin out..our v 1st og outin..hahax hope it's fun ba..im feelin so bored nw..sigh..
Written @ Thursday, August 09, 2007, 11:15 pm
happy birthday singapore!!hmm stayed hme todae..went see doc in e mornin for my swollen eye..doc said both eyes infected..onli 1 mor serious..slight flu..nth serious..but will get v drowsy aft e tablets..duno wad to type suddenly..tink i forgot wad i wan blog abt initially..oh ya dat insurance guy actually called -.- hmm but i havnt decided yet..yawnx..duno how..sighx..but onli 10% will buy ba..super low..im nt super convinced..but tink most prob wun b buyin..at most will start nxt yr ba..when i've done my research..tml back to sch le..tis wkend goin to b alil bz..
Written @ , 12:01 am
hmm nth much to blog abt..im feelin betta aft i cleared my bowels in e mornin..hahax d=went for lect todae..so sian..lik cant catch..was alone for e maths one -.- den went for a 3 hr lect cum tut for my elective..cant reali catch aso..me so blur la..tot it's a 2 hr lect..den print notes onli print for one 1hr lect..ended up goin to e library wif E's seniors to photocopy e nxt 2 sets of notes..todae had my 1st meal in canteen in my sch..hahax qte nice..i ate unagi don..oh ya..my daddy zai me to sch..on his bike..lol..imagine..me bhind him on his bike..thks daddy (=went jp aft lessons wif E..bought a top..den tis guy approached me n start tokin to me..he reali has a v soft voice..i refused him a few timex..den finally decided to let him tok..since he said it'll b for a few minutes..it ended up to b 1hr la..den try to convince me to buy some insurance..he aso asked a few weird qns -.- hmm den i said i nid time consder..went hme..my sis said it dun sound reliable..tml goin ask my cousin-in-law for advice..evenlyn jie jie save me!!dat's all..for todae..hmm ice cream!! d= see when free goin ask somebody treat le..yum yum..
Written @ Tuesday, August 07, 2007, 10:56 pm
sighx im havin a tummyache nw..alot of air inside..hmm dun tink im feelin hapi todae..qte sian..argh..duno exactly wad's botherin me aso..hmm..mayb it's a transition period ba..too many changes..many events..hahax my student v funi todae..tok alot of stuff to me..super funi..den her daddy went out n left us alone..my student super scared i'll leave her hme alone when e lesson ends..i promise to stay wif her till her daddy gets hme..ahh i havnt got my pay for tis mth yet..hmm no income for tis start of e mth..thurs den see ba..hmm duno wad to type nw..im still feelin unwell..sore throat..head gettin heavy aso..will haf a deep slp tonite ba..gdnite everyone..i duno when ba..hmm..
Written @ Monday, August 06, 2007, 11:28 pm
lol todae 1st dae for sch..was late la..i noe it's qte ridiculous..but e buses all super packed la..lecture was okie..hahax tink nxt time walk to sch..den went did some admin stuff jiu go hme le..den nap..a few long hrs..i get so tired aft a 2 hrs of lesson..hmm juz nw..sth happened..sigh..i duno how i shd feel aso..it's juz too late..ya i duno wad else to say le..no comments ba..
Written @ Sunday, August 05, 2007, 5:31 pm
hmm todae mornin woke up earli to pei mummy go market..lol daddy went aso..wif bike..met yaojun on e way hme on his bike..den aftnoon pei sis go jp..didnt buy anytinx..met jason den we 3 walked for awhile den go hme eat..aft dat we looked thru old photos..lol we're reali to bored..duno wad to do..C preparin for her exam..bz..if nt she'll come n slack wif us aso..yawnx..me tryin to log on to e website..apparently i duno how to load e lect notes n assignments yet..hmm i duno who to trust nw..qte confused actually..ya..i dun mean other stuff..juz qte confused coz different pple haf different perspective..e opinion of her of him might b tinted already..so..i'll wait ba..see for myself..dun wori..i'll b cautious..lol u understand wad i mean rite?sigh tml sch le..jiayoux..
Written @ Saturday, August 04, 2007, 10:36 pm
im so bored..hmm todae went drivin..didnt perform v well..sigh was super sian aft e lesson..i aso duno wad am i tinkin when im drivin..dun seemed to focus at all..i noe dat's dangerous..reached hme was lik so bored la..sian sian sian..duno wad to do..hmm ms ho wan to sell me tix to some westzone superstar held at SP on 17 aug..lol but havnt find some1 to go wif me..okie my cousin juz called to ask abt her science homework..super scary la..their syllabus lik so different frm ours..nid mor tinkin..lol..yawnx..shall end here..tml pei mummy go market..if i can wake up ba..last nite my sis said i was qte scary..makin alot of noises in my slp..laughin n cryin in my slp..i woke up wif my hp bside me..opened..wif 7 digits entered n was abt to save..i drmt of gettin to noe new ppl in uni..hahax n we were exchangin numbers lor..hmm life's movin on to a new stage..hope it'll b fun n fullfillin 1..ya..jiayoux ba..me will work hard de..
Written @ Friday, August 03, 2007, 8:19 pm
wah tis mornin went back sch..okie realised i've 1 sec sch clazmate same course as me..lol but tutorials diff..nxt time can an pai tgt..still alil blur abt wad's goin on but beta le..thks senior..she's been a great help..hahax e pizza is here..happy bdae sista d=went trim my hair todae..hairstyle didnt change much though..juz shorter..e hair stylist v friendly..gave me alot of advice..hahax said my previous hairdressers wan hai me..cut my hair until lidat..made it v fizzy..i tink i might consider goin to tis hairstylist again nxt time..hahax..my 1st time to hair salon alone..hmm my wound dere weird weird de..still red..alil sore..n pain..hope it gets betta soon..i cant wear my silver slippers lidat..yawnx..so sian..i juz ate e choc cake..shared a slice wif my sis n mummy..hahax too full..my hair alil qiao qiao nw..shall update again..hmm alil headache..
Written @ Thursday, August 02, 2007, 5:15 pm
).= fell down juz nw..v pain..cut myself..still bleedin nw..got other scratches some other parts of my leg..but it was such a comical scene..my sis aso fell down wif me..lol we went out to buy kfc meal frm e nearby cc..den went back dat time jiu try to cycle wif 1 mor person at e back..me tryin to zai my sis at e back..can imagine nt? hahax even b4 e bicycle starts to move..both of us fell onto e grass patch bside e pavement wif e bike..den we burst into laughter..our legs are covered wif e black black oil frm e gears..i kp feelin pain at my foot dere..duno y..den aft dat we kp tryin..wif me bhind..my sis cyclin..den can le..got a few pple watchin la..den when we reachin hme..i den realised im bleedin..my foot dere..juz nice got black oil stain dere..dat's y duno it's a cut initially..v pain la..nw dere blood still lik red red lidat..tink my daddy will surely laugh when he noes we fell down..it's qte funi..feelin so restless todae..ate alot..tibits..so unhealthy..but nvm la d= too sian le..dunwan tink too much aso..it's my 2nd blog entry todae le..so bored..
Written @ , 1:45 pm
sighx my tuition tonite was cancelled..super sian nw..since yest..duno y..all e stuff i planned to do..all last min cancelled le..feelin so sian nw..feel lik eatin ice cream nw..sighx feelin so bored..juz rottin away..later goin tidy my table alil..might b bakin sth later..depends on my mood ba..too bored le..duno who to find aso..i wonder how my mummy past her time alone at hme la..i cant..hahax duno y..mahjong scene suddenly flashed thru my mind..impossible..we gals no time for mahjong at e moment..hahax rmb i havnt get a new bag hor..tml haf to go back sch..tink todae is a sian thursday..sighx my fav day of e wk leh..muz do sth to cheer myself up..juz nw had a weird drm durin my nap..i drmt of chkin out soya milk prices..v funi la..n i brought a young lil boy out..walk walk..den he v naughty..dun listen to him..i was super angry..den i juz walked away in a rage..but made sure his aunties [i assumed onli] were bside him..so it's safe to walk away..i aso duno who's child is dat actuali..still got many others..but cant rmb le la..too bored..argh..feelin so down..
Written @ Wednesday, August 01, 2007, 6:47 pm
sighx feelin so sian..todae ben lai goin out in e aftnoon de..but got last min changes..n im stuck in my drm..drmt of myself on a big ship..but e tinx is..it's SINKING!! sigh was lik tryin to tink of how to survive aft e ship sink..wear alot of warm clothin..put our hp n valuables in zip lock bags..actuali i duno y we did dat too..lik hp mor impt than lives rite? hahax den i still ask a guy to write e date n name of e ship on a 'wooden stick' n leave it in basket where we left our belongings..i aso duno y i did dat..it's qte stupid..hahax b4 i cld noe did i survive..i woke up when e ship starts to tilt..matriculate online todae..v confusin la..got timetable le..yawnx but still got a few doubts..hahax..sighx so sian..duno wad to do nw..mayb goin back to my knittin aft loggin out ba..too bored le..sian..
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