sigh i cried again..felt nothing went right for me..are things going to be like this forever? i think i lost 2 important cards..i can't even recall when did i last seen them..they vanished just like that..searched almost the whole house for them..injured my tailbone alittle..quite painful..because i accidentally sat on the corner of a plastic box..

and my sis isnt making me feeling better also..hmm totally no mood to do anything now..but still decide to blog ba..maybe because i felt the sudden urge to 'pen down' my feelings..

tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me..2 tuition lessons and a party..and the amount of taunting schoolwork that awaits me on the desk..

hmm don't know why i suddenly hope it's holidays now..no schoolwork..but there's other school-related stress of course..sigh i really don't know what i want too..

dreamt of grandpa yesterday..he came back and 'visit' the apartment..i don't dare to call out to him because i'm not sure whether does he still exist..

~where are you two?