sigh i cried again..felt nothing went right for me..are things going to be like this forever? i think i lost 2 important cards..i can't even recall when did i last seen them..they vanished just like that..searched almost the whole house for them..injured my tailbone alittle..quite painful..because i accidentally sat on the corner of a plastic box..

and my sis isnt making me feeling better also..hmm totally no mood to do anything now..but still decide to blog ba..maybe because i felt the sudden urge to 'pen down' my feelings..

tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me..2 tuition lessons and a party..and the amount of taunting schoolwork that awaits me on the desk..

hmm don't know why i suddenly hope it's holidays now..no schoolwork..but there's other school-related stress of course..sigh i really don't know what i want too..

dreamt of grandpa yesterday..he came back and 'visit' the apartment..i don't dare to call out to him because i'm not sure whether does he still exist..

~where are you two?

Sigh this blog has been left "un-updated" for decades. Ok, I know I'm exaggerating a little. I was really busy. And this is the truth. I was busy with schoolwork. Lectures, tutorials, assignments, presentations, reports and what-nots. I felt so crushed by the amount of stuff. But, I should give myself a pat on the shoulder by just being able to survive this week in 1 piece.

I woke up early this morning to visit the clinic. My hands and feet showed itchy red bumps since days ago. On a few occasions, my palms swell up till I felt pain and tightness when I tried to clench my fist lightly. Luckily, it wasn’t some weird disease, but the similar rashes that hit me about a month ago. The doctor explained that the skin on palms and feet were thicker, so the effect of the rashes might not be as evident as those on other parts on the body. So, I’m back to the medication.

There’s only ONE word I that can use to describe how I felt regarding this generation of children: DISAPPOINTMENT. I was walking to the school this morning, and the kids dashed out from their primary school gate. What I’m going to say might sound common to you. I heard vulgarities from their mouths. Those words flew out fluently like nobody’s business. I shook my head as I walked past. I’m not a parent, just a local university undergraduate. I wonder what kind of education these kids are going through now. I was tutoring 2 primary school children this year. I forbid them from using vulgarities during my class. My student managed to make me mad today. Till now, I still felt so unjustly treated. Argh..

~多少次泪在眼眶，我用微笑抵挡.

sigh i know i'm lazy..but i'm still here..i'm not feeling exactly happy these few days..hmm school work..boring..i can even dreamt about taking my labour economics quiz which havn't happen..

some idiot keep bullying me -.- and another 1 think gaming is everything..think i just do my own stuff 就好..don't need bother so much..

today walked through the garden again..saw that greeny patch around the tap and i laughed to myself..it's due to the small hole in the pipe the gardener used to water the plants everyday..so that small patch gets water supply even on dry days..

i know it's random..sigh don't know what else to type..心情不好就是了 )=

~i'll be your BestFriend and you'll be my Valentine.